holidays are here for 2 weeks already,
and I am not taking it as a slacking holidays as I want it to be.
so upcoming events coming up and so many shits to do.
trial camp just ended with everyone hyped up about FOC
but relationships still strained.
got into welfare com, a com of my choice,
but regretted as there is more shits to do. argh.
lifesaving also have things to do as a PC,
I think I going to die soon.
Grandma conditions are up to standards,
but everything still boils down whether she have the willpower to continue living.

I missed so many thing,
I need to do so many thing so I have to miss all those things.
I have to sacrifice so much time so that I can do so many thing.
I have to see my dad's KPKB because I sacrifice so much time on things he think it is useless.
I have to stop talking to him because he KPKB.

i seriously need some breather.
i need my pole. POLE.

argh,ALEE.