Nisa nisa, sorry ar alee alee wanna quote sth from your June 6 post HAHA.

"You can close your eyes to things you don't
want to see, but you can't close your heart to
the things you don't want to feel."

- Unknown

yes, i have to agree to this 100%

Been having this weird craziness this whole weekend.
this sudden spur of fear mixed with a bit of piss.
sometimes, i feel like i dun want to do anything,
yet there is something inside that is pushing me to do it.
i hate this sort of nonsensical upheaval within.
And cause me to express some ridiculous behaviour
that i have no control over.

I have to say, definitely I have offended people over this.
I need to take some time to sort out all my rubbish.
this is what happened when i am fucking disorganized.

argh.
on the bright side,
my phone is fixed/exchanged.
seems that karma really caught up with me.
arghhh, I just wished for CTs to be over. ASAP.
then maybe things can slowly get better.
PS: jiayou ah cai :)

thanks renee and ah cai for being there to hear all of my nonsense. <3

,alee.


argh, i seriously need some escape. Maybe korea? The only place, I can go crazy yet happy.