Everything just has to fall apart.

I was kinda busy with all the work from school this days,
then many things happened,
grandma was hospitalized and her conditions had shocked everyone in my family.
my close friend's dad is in critical conditions.
my cousin's grandpa just died and i just came back from the wake just now.
school been a drag with the projects and my lagging tutorials and exercises.
my ex-gyss sec 2 music teacher just passed away.
2008 is a bad year.
Is God trying to tell me a message?
Or Satan trying to discourage me?
sian, trying to suppress the anguish and sadness i am feeling right now.
Being a people person, I had many lesson learnt from interacting with my friends who has problems, and sometimes i want to share their pain and sadness, but sadly I am not in the condition to. This makes me really pissed!
Sometimes i feel alone, but cannot find anyone.
GRR! HOW SCREWED CAN THIS TEENAGE LIFE BE?!
so this is known as teenage pressure that meisiew was feeling last year,
i can feel it pal!
okok coming to the point.


Grandma is ok, she is recovering fast thanks to the constant care of my family members.
I am really glad and honored to have as a family though we aren't so close like shadows.


I am really glad that my friend is so positive about her situation and she has a SUPERMOM to support one another, i hope she can be positive as much as she can, and i have to thank God for answering my prayers for continuing to support :D and for giving her such supportive mum. How i wish i could share her burden :'( it is such a heavy burden to have ur parent suffering in a hospital.


Yes, i was back from han lin's grandpa's wake. It was quite dramatic just now because my dad quarrelled with a group of one guy and his sister or watever and it was his fault lor, my dad apologise but he just had to give the stupid atitude problem face. So everyone quarrelled, the guy just wouldn't let it rest, so i also got a bit of angry and that guy is really unreasonable lor, he even threaten to take my dad's license plate down and report to authorities crazy dude =,= i feel like mincing him! haha.

Then there was school, with the CATS projects given only 2 weeks to complete and 5 brains to think, i hope we can finish in time since i sacrifice my elearn week time to DO THE PROJECT! :(
and my maths still lagging :)

Lastly, I want to pay my last respect to my sec2 music teacher MS JOREEN TAY XIN YU. She died of leukemia just recently and she was a really respectful teacher!

A strong and brave gal, whom always showered her love and cares to her surrounding friends and families.

A filial gal who loves her family deeply & a devoted person who loves her boyfriend truly.
A cheerful gal who never reveal her sorrow and pain to upset others, and a gal who never give up easily in life.
She had everything in her life but she had to give it all up, i felt so emotional when i found out this news. And i known her as a great teacher who has a great future ahead of her. It is really a sad story, she has many dreams that she wished to achieve but didn't get the chance. It is really sad, so i am inspired to achieve whatever i can when i am still alive and kicking, i may never noe when i will eventually lose the will to live.

Deepest Condolences to :MISS JOREEN TAY, the teacher i will remember always. MAY SHE REST IN HEAVEN FOREVER AND EVER.
-ALISON THEE COW :SS