Up those hills and now to go down

THIS BENNY BURFDAE BOY CUM THE ZILIAN KING
THE ULTIMATE DOUGIE PYONTER FAN cum my ipc talking partner, miss rihanna opps! RAIHANA :D
I ROCK AT BOWLING ;) watch me goooo ;D
THERE THEY ARE :DD the mugging geeks of my class :D
WAVE WAVE :S
MY FREAKING RETARDED FACE!
THE GIRLS :D
This week to me has been very eventful.
stayed over at grandma house so that my mum could take care of her, well, mum and us are inseparable.
i been totally retarded the whole week, not really mugging all the time but acting like a retard.
I act as if i nvr stayed over at grandma house b4 =,=
Moreover it was elearn week, but i go school almost everyday except yesterday.
And elearn is about to be over.
SCREW THE TIME FOR GOING SO FAST WHEN I AM TOTALLY CHILLIN!
ok this week have 4 birthday peeps :))
they are NISA AND BENNY the ultimate 1M03 cutest scandal :))
and MARCUS AND KOK PING :))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE :))
*blow those candles*
they are my most cherished friends ;)
and deepest deepest condolences to my best buddy marisa's dad.
He had passed away peacefully on Tue.
And i prayed that he will rest in heaven forever and look over marisa and her family :')
I also prayed that marisa and her mum as well as her older brother can continue to live life as it is and moved on in their life. Continue to be strong and motivated. ;')
Like i said 2oo8 is a screwed year :'(
we celebrated Nisa and Benny's birthday on wednesday ;) and it was damn fun at marina square. we bowled and we camwhore :DD
Everyone had fun :) so glad :DD
but some of them didn't come, so sad :((
but its ok! :D
Then i skipped LSCT first meeting and went for marisa's dad wake.
Meisiew, marisa and i hugged and marisa could not hold her emotions anymore and she wept.
But i am sure it is better to pour out her feelings :)
Everyone was there. Our 4e1 classmates. Marisa's clique. Everyone was there to support her, even her MI friends were there, even though i could nvr forget that they rejected my offer to lead them to the wake GRR!
We chatted about random stuff and meisiew brought cash along and everyone was kinda shocked.
LOL! haha, I cannot blame them...
And i went home with junjie and we talked about the past and other random stuff.
Actually it is nice to talk to him and my other guy friends about things that i cannot talk about to my girlfriends. It is really different, the opinions are different and you can really learn lotss!
I hope marisa is okay and she can get over watever is needed to get over.
I noe it is really difficult but i hope she can cuz everyone is there for her if she needs them and i am grateful for having such a large group of supportive friends :))

I went up those hills,
there were nice sloppy and straight paths,
but there were also rough snowy and extreme steep slopes.
But i have climb all of that,
now it is time to go down :)
And i am EVEREADY!
yes i am :) are you?
-ALISON THEE COW :'(

Everything just has to fall apart.

I was kinda busy with all the work from school this days,
then many things happened,
grandma was hospitalized and her conditions had shocked everyone in my family.
my close friend's dad is in critical conditions.
my cousin's grandpa just died and i just came back from the wake just now.
school been a drag with the projects and my lagging tutorials and exercises.
my ex-gyss sec 2 music teacher just passed away.
2008 is a bad year.
Is God trying to tell me a message?
Or Satan trying to discourage me?
sian, trying to suppress the anguish and sadness i am feeling right now.
Being a people person, I had many lesson learnt from interacting with my friends who has problems, and sometimes i want to share their pain and sadness, but sadly I am not in the condition to. This makes me really pissed!
Sometimes i feel alone, but cannot find anyone.
GRR! HOW SCREWED CAN THIS TEENAGE LIFE BE?!
so this is known as teenage pressure that meisiew was feeling last year,
i can feel it pal!
okok coming to the point.


Grandma is ok, she is recovering fast thanks to the constant care of my family members.
I am really glad and honored to have as a family though we aren't so close like shadows.


I am really glad that my friend is so positive about her situation and she has a SUPERMOM to support one another, i hope she can be positive as much as she can, and i have to thank God for answering my prayers for continuing to support :D and for giving her such supportive mum. How i wish i could share her burden :'( it is such a heavy burden to have ur parent suffering in a hospital.


Yes, i was back from han lin's grandpa's wake. It was quite dramatic just now because my dad quarrelled with a group of one guy and his sister or watever and it was his fault lor, my dad apologise but he just had to give the stupid atitude problem face. So everyone quarrelled, the guy just wouldn't let it rest, so i also got a bit of angry and that guy is really unreasonable lor, he even threaten to take my dad's license plate down and report to authorities crazy dude =,= i feel like mincing him! haha.

Then there was school, with the CATS projects given only 2 weeks to complete and 5 brains to think, i hope we can finish in time since i sacrifice my elearn week time to DO THE PROJECT! :(
and my maths still lagging :)

Lastly, I want to pay my last respect to my sec2 music teacher MS JOREEN TAY XIN YU. She died of leukemia just recently and she was a really respectful teacher!

A strong and brave gal, whom always showered her love and cares to her surrounding friends and families.

A filial gal who loves her family deeply & a devoted person who loves her boyfriend truly.
A cheerful gal who never reveal her sorrow and pain to upset others, and a gal who never give up easily in life.
She had everything in her life but she had to give it all up, i felt so emotional when i found out this news. And i known her as a great teacher who has a great future ahead of her. It is really a sad story, she has many dreams that she wished to achieve but didn't get the chance. It is really sad, so i am inspired to achieve whatever i can when i am still alive and kicking, i may never noe when i will eventually lose the will to live.

Deepest Condolences to :MISS JOREEN TAY, the teacher i will remember always. MAY SHE REST IN HEAVEN FOREVER AND EVER.
-ALISON THEE COW :SS

REST again..

Today was the day that my hp didn't leave my sight.
I was hoping for the sakae manager to phone me but there was no HAPPY TIME ringing.
Well, guess i have to give up the thoughts of working at sakae.

Thought of going there and have a whole new working environment but i guess that thought is out of my mind le haha.

I wake late enough for the sun to burn my butt haha, and had a quiet lunch with dad before i head off to grandmama's house, sometimes it really irritates me to go there because the thought of taking care of those two rascal just for the evening can really make EXTRA tried for the whole day. Man, that was the reason why my grandmama wanted to bring them home early everyday.

I played Bioshock the whole afternoon. The deepest impression during the play was the scary houdini splicer sent out by the sicko Andrew Ryans, the saw the shadow and the minute i turn my character around IT WAS THERE, and i scream my head off.

During the evening as usual, i had to become the oldest kid around and i taught Jolin her math homework today, she was brilliant in it :D i had no problems teaching her. But i guess i have to help her with her english cuz whenever it came to word problems, she would give me her cute puppy GOO GOO eyes and ask me to help her haha >_< and i gave Bryan a long lecture of the wonder of having a younger sibling on our way home.

Marisa wans to go shopping tmr, but meisiew is busy tmr, so i duno whether the outing is still on or not :X

Well this is TODAY. And since i dun think i going to get my sakae job,meisiew n i dun need to treat Cash liao :) SAVE MONEY WOR! :D
-ALISON THEE COW :D