I have never had this sunken feeling ever.
This feeling had been there for the whole week.
Caused me to be psychologically down for the week,
maybe due to this,
I was non-resistant to the common flu.
Is this a bad omen?

Thursday,
utterly nice day for a holiday,
yet the news crushed every one of our hearts.
Is it really no cure?
I felt so helpless,
I felt that 5 years of learning biology gone down the drain.
sitting there pretending nth had happened,
but I could feel the heart aching within.

I ask myself that night,
What will happen to me or the family without you?

fcuk.
I need some high time to destress.

The other days of the week was fine,
esp wednesday,
maybe it is because our creative presentation was a hilarious show off.
and everything seems to be positive till the end.
CTs results are average,
but I was contented with them.

I could wish for more,
but it is just to difficult to turn back time.
OF those days, where
everyone was not afraid,
everyone was just ignorant.
everyone was just being themselves.

lastly, THANKS FOR TRYING UR BEST for HER! :)

why did I behave that way that fateful night?
meaningless questions.

tag replies:
SHIYUN: in IJIMAE he is much manly mah :)
SIOKPING: haha, he is so cute :)
BENEDICT: my primary school good friend :)