O level chinese exams tmr D=

DAMN! its is chinese o level oral tmr,
i kinda SUPER DELICIOUSLY nervous,
my my brain juz cannot coordinate with me mouth,
So when i haf an idea, when i open me mouth,
i will forgot everything OR
i dunno how to translate my ideas to chi =.=
after several years of speaking in english pratically to everyone,
i haf TOTALLY neglected chinese,
and i haf TOTALLY deproved from the communication of chinese language.
D= i am in DEEP HOT SOUP D=
HOLY SHIT, i seriously nid to upgrade myself in another 19 hours.
D= HELP SUMBODY D= i am desperate D=
i hope i can get through this D=
too stressed up and everything yeah,
D= i seriously afraid D=
too tense already,
I shall pray...
Dear Father Lord,
I prayed that I can get through my chinese oral examination tomorrow,
with confidence, without nervousness;
with clear mind, without stammering;
and of course get a good impression from the team of teachers who is examining me.
Amen =D
WISH ME GOOD LUCK ~~ D=

First Day of Semister 2

Well Well, back to sch already hah,
SIAN! boredom doubles,
Teachers are yapping about
3 MORE MONTHS to O LEVEL =O
siann, there are longer studying curriculum time,
frm next week, there will be lessons from
early in the morning -
5.10PM IN THE EVENING,
GOSH, i am deprived by my leisure,
Well,a saying from my ah ma,
STUDY HARD and PLAY HARDER,
so after i am done with o level,
i haf all the time in the world to play ALL THE GAMES I WISHED,
WATCH ALL THE ANIMES I WAN! ~~
PLAY AS HARD AS I WAN ~~
sure wonderous freedom,
i realli cannot wait any second longer =X
haha, okok,
this is meant to be a motivation for myself,
TO STUDY HARD FIRST!
haha, so hope i can pursure my dreams.
Well, i haf already a back-up goal,
but no matter wat i become,
my ultimate goal is get into a local university,
get a degree and be safe to secure a good job =D
SO, WELL GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF.
=D gtg rest for the upcoming challenges ahead =D

Holidaes GONE to bitts!

MY HOLIDAE GONE TO BITS D=
A BRIEF SUMMARY WAT I DID THIS HOLIDAE.
nth but plain wastage of meaningful time D=
First week:
Was not better than skooling,
went back to skool the whole week for extra lessons.
Second week:
it was CAMP WEEK! =D
there was
I AM GIFTED, SO ARE YOU
SUPERSTAR TRAINING ACADEMY.
so i was kinda bushed at the end of the week D=
Third week:
I was resting too much,
onli manage to touch MATHS D=
the rest of the time i wasted my time on

• sleeping like half my holidae wasted on tis D=
• playing audi like as usual temptations took over D=
• watching anime, currently samurai deeper kyo and found kyo shuai =D
• chatting busily, made sum new frens =D
• fooling around wif me brother, talking about gaming here.
• watching movie which makes my neck ache.

D= my third week was wasted like this D=
Fourth and Final week:
Homework was PILLING UP! ~
heyys, i was kinda chionging =D
haha, then i was like reading up,
currently reading harry potter's fifth book.
upgrading myself D=
TODAE IS FRIDAE,
2 more daes to DOOM D=
HELPP ~~
LOL, studying is alrdy a burden,
i need to make it not a burden,
so i haf decide to cume up wif a time plan =D
HAIX, that is my personal time-plan,
GOT TO CHIONG FOR
NERVE-WRECKING,
BRAIN-DRAINING,
SPINE-CHILLING
GCE O LEVEL!
JIAYOU HUIXIN ~~
D=

SLACKING =D TOO MUCH =X

WOOHOO, after two weeks of fun n laughter at home, audition and readingg,
I AM FINALLY BACK TO the reality =(
there were homework w8ing for me,
there were things that i had missed out =(
there were things that i had gorge about!
SO CONTRARY! =D
(a new word i learnt reading =DD)
haix, last week, there was nth but fun with my family,
the most interesting day was FRIDAY,
when my mum again invited my bro n i to go watch FREE movies =D
dressed-up and we head our way to my mum's office,
again there was CHAOS!
heard the TWO dark auras colleagues of hers,
were pecking at each other again...
This time it was over the PRINTER =X
wah seh, this jie-jie, she was fond of criticizing ppl,
and the other lady she was fond of keeping quiet and did not defend herself when she was peck on,
then on the day, she BLOWN UP, =XX
then there was a nuclear expulsion =O
HAIX, nevertheless, working life is so complicated =O
there was the reason why mani adults ask us to enjoy our skool life =X
now i finally understand the meaning to it =X
okok after that, we head to Cathay,
Damn my mum got tricked,
it was at CINELEISURE!
WTH, we went to take the crowded mrt to somerset,
we arrived there it was kinda late,
and we watched FANTASTIC 4: RISE OF THE SLIVER SURFER.
GOSH! we were sat right in front O>O
my mum fren's son could not take it he vomitted due to motion sickness. =X
haha, heard when i was young i had this problem too. =O
the movie was kinda short, but all in all it was finee.
they shuld actually extend it. =X
haha, that all from last week BUZZ,
CRAPPIES! actually,
Audition, i met a few PEEPS from GYSS,
woohoo, JIE MEI forever, =D
C; haha, audition was kinda becoming part of my social life =X
(OMG what am i saying? )
haha, i tink i am socializing too much perhaps?
kk, gtg do sum homework. =X
and receive some documents frm my dearest serene jie jie,
haha, TATA =D

Prince William, Maximilian Minsky & Me

I juz finish a BOOK! *clappss*
Title is PRINCE WILLIAM, MAXIMILIAN MINSKY & ME. =D
This book is give it 3 thumbs up.
Storyline :
Nelly Sue Edelmeister studies hard, does well in school and isn't really interested in boys- until he sees a picture of PRINCE WILLIAM and falls head over heels in love.
Living in Berlin and setting for sights on the GORGEOUS ROYAL in England might discourage a lesser girl. But Nelly is certain that with the help of Maximilian Minsky, who dresses like a Vampire but plays basketball like a star, she can win a Prince's heart. And, in a way, she is RIGHT =D
Nelly Sue Edelmeister, did not get along well with her mother,
her father is so handsome that every woman wants a part of him,
HE was a lousy husband.
Next come Melissa Minsky and her son Maximilian,
she has an affair with Nelly's papa.
Nelly has fallen in love with Maximilian,
the fifteen-year-old boy whom dresses like a vampire,
but to enter the girl basketball team, to get to England to meet her dream ROYAL,
Nelly ask him to coach her basketball.
But in the end they became friends,
now even closer than friends,
she befriend Pia, who is in love with Anton Weissenger.
But ask Nelly to compose love letter in place of her,
misunderstanding occurs and Anton thought the letter was from Nelly,
Could things get any worst?
PLUS! Risa, Nelly dearest godgrandmother, whom is the one who could help her,
PASSED AWAY!
With the bat mizrah and getting to Prince William,
how could Nelly handle it all? O.O
HAHA!
i said until so dramatic. =D
HAHA, i like advertising for hte library
AHAHA!
okok gtg to hip up some more books =D

The Class Outing xDD

Went lce-skating,
with the others,
Was realli fun,
was trying to strangle Wei jie thru out,
lost my skills of ice-skating.
HAIX!
HAVE a Train of our ppl ice-skating around. FUN.
Some Photos.
SOBS did not spend time at Cineleisure,
but glad they did haf fun.
Blogg too much todae.
HAHA!
GTG! xDD XOXO PEACE OUT!

Cluster Camp

It was realli a spiritual days of my week.
THE SUPERSTAR TRAINING ACADEMY
DAY ONE:
i meet my group three!
Mentors Bipeng the water torpedo and Janelle the keyboard player xDD
there was the members,
1. Renette xDD
2. the siao Seraph
3. the pretty Audrey
4. the sweet Juliana
5. the macho Boon Hong
6. the cheerleader Melody
7. the cute Stephanie
8. the sporty Beth
9. the smiley Michelle
10. MOI!

COOL right? This is the wonderful TEAM 3.
After we met, we sang worship and praise the Lord.
Then we went for Beauty Makeover and the way of being a superstar,
which was realli weird and we saw a realli BIG MOTH!
EEWWW! scary esp when it was in the middle of the night.
Then there a runway which all the organizer and the VIPs walk on.
The pastors and important people whom make the camp a successful one.
After the whole thing we ate supper and wash up
before having "night supplement".
We slept on the floor.
Pau was realli funny,
she wrote on the whiteboard
Dear Father Lord
NOO!
1. Lizards
2. Cockroaches aka xiaoqiang
3. Ants
4.Mosquitoes
5.Flying nonsense
AMEN!
HAHA! CUTE SIA!
hehe, marisa got a picture of it C;
okok, then i slept at 1.45 am, a BLAST!
Never FORGET MARISA & I BATHE WITH A mini HOSE. T.T

DAY 2:
ANOTHER BLAST!
we had gym and dance class in the morning.
Dancing was FUNN FUNN FUNN!
After breakfast we praise the Lord again xDD
and got consultation from Pastor Roland.
Debrief together in the group.
Then had Chicken Rice for Lunch,
Chilli was everywhere. *Clapps*
Next was the wonderful, awe-inspiring AmAzInG RaCe.
The envelopes were so realistic!
HAHA!
we took a head off the the hotel Temasek's Carpark,
Pop some Balloons.
We head off for a detour,
Fishing for the envelope.
By the time we fish finish, we will one of the last teams.
But we did not give up,
Chiong to he Bedok Adventure Park,
the letter said to take the 229 and 14 bus,
but we took a ALTERNATIVE route,
to the FAR bus stop to take 38,
Boon Hong led us there,
aiya actually he led us thru the whole race,
thanks to him we were able to become the top three. xDD
At Bedok we did Picture it.
And it lead us to the library, found the book.
Ran to the bus interchange,
Got into the SAME 38 bus to Amphitheater,
counted some soya beans.
And made it back as 4th. NOT BAD rite? =D
There was teamwork and communication that brought us together as a team.
Thanks the Lord xD
After that gruelly Running as my shorts were dropping and Perspiration,
our rewards was bathing xDD happy-ness, cool-ness xD
Then there was the grand buffet at the Air-conditioned HALL!
Temasek Secondary good lor! the Hall was air-coned.
If our skool was like that, O level we will do better!
AHAHA!
There was star search, and dancing queen Melody did a gr8 job!
hehe, there was singing.
Then we praise the Lord.
After the spiritual session, which kinda scary to me,
we ate supper and i went to bed at 12.50am.
Marisa fall asleep so fast Paiseh me T.T
SOBS! ANOTHER BLAST T.T

Day 3,
we started off doing some area cleaning.
then we praise the Lord again xD
got consultation from pastor Lai Fang.
then WE GOT GRADUATION CEREMONY><
head off to Expo cuz we were kinda late.
ate our lunch there, then had service.
i alwaes become high when the song Take it All plays.
haha jumping, clapping, singing,praising WOOHOO. MADDNESS!
okok then i slept throughout the service,
SO sry pastor Nina, i was not paying attention,
cuz i was REALLI dead.
haha, went home, mum angry,
ate dinner at ah ma hse,
went home GROUCHY,
and Slept like PIG..
>(..)< That was my days at Cluster camp, *clapss*
Thanks the Lord,
my pals, renette, marisa and eliz
Bipeng,
Janelle,
my team members.
I had a lot of FUN.
thank yew xD

Motivational Camp, T.T

okk, i going to blog bout the three daes which have lead to the change to my old lifestyle,
the strength of Danny "nyny" , Freddy the Frog and Gerald C:
all three of them have touch most of our lives and motivated us these three empowering days.
The programme was called
"I AM GIFTED, SO ARE YOU!"

the first day was the day where we have the most FUN of all,
we laugh the whole day.
Morning we met Dannyny.
he was our lead trainer, and the person who could realli get every attention.
the first day,
he taught us abt self esteem.
Self Esteem is the feeling of loveable and capable.
and he taught us about the difference between low and high self-esteem.
it was realli so cool.
he said out the rules and banned words that could restrict our thinking process.
they got punishment. xD
Antaeus was the DJ of our part of the programme.
he was the one who committed to the kind of music that could suit the atomsphere of different part of our programme.
There was these success principles.
1. Participate a 1oo%. xD
2.Play to Win.
3.Past is not equal to the Future.
4.Choices have Consequences.
5.All 4 1, 1 4 All.
6.Competition nvr ends!
There was also a ultimate success formula.They also taught new ways of studying smart and stuff, yeah i dun wish to elaborate.
speed reading, mindmaps which are attractive etc etc.

Then day 2, was the day when it touches most of our hearts.
Erm, danny started off asking us about the problems we faced in our life,
everyone was like complaining about mrs loy
then after lunch, he started shouting at us loudly,
saying wat we said were all excuses.,
and will sharing his personal experiences,
and then asked us to place out hands to cover our face from the side,
and place our elbows onto our thighs,
he starting asking us to visualize wat he said,
he started off asking us to imagine our parents getting older.
soon, he led us to the part where we imagine we were looking at our family album,
he was realli DRAMATIC!
saying the zoo, our 1st birthday,
but i admit it, i was realli crying bitterly by then.
haha, then the part that realli hurt lot,
was when he said u found ur parents unconscious,
ur parents has been hit by a car.
OMG, that was the part everyone wa the loudest ever,
danny even imitate the heartbeat part. :'(
SOBS, then he played the song CHILD, HERO
so touching, GOSH, even the guys shed tears.
=.= i noe i noe i am lame here.
everyone is human. C:
after that we left for dinner,
at night fredding instructed us to do our LIFE PATH,
but i wasn't paying any attention then.

Day three, was the day which i was realli pissed.
After my enquiry abt the career choice,
Gerald gave me a response,
and i hesitate then, dunno whether i shuld pursue to being a doc.
But i will try, if my academic results did not lead me there,
i will do my best to pursue the life sciences area,
which i like most.
xDD
danny came in the afternoon, he ask all of us to queue outside,
saying we are playing a "reality game".
everyone queue in a single row,
waiting anxiously for our turns.
while waiting there was a rumour stating we need to present our life path.
and when we are on the verge of going in,
Antaeus told us we had a choice,
that even made us confused and stuff,
When i entered, i was realli confused and such.
Danny ask me this qns,
"mam, how mani people are left waiting outside?"
i did not expect this question and did nt specify,
then he ask me to sat down,
at that time i wanted to ask him
"is that qns relevant to wat we suppose to do?"
but i did not bothered, i thought it wasn't a need to,
but when i sat down beside Sugene she was crying,
saying we have to make our choices to pop qns to danny
and present our life path.
HAIX! so regretful! i was so pissed wif myself that i cnt ate my dinner.
SOBS! so so so regretful.
Another thing i was so regretful about was the closing ceremony,
MUMMY lah dun wan to attend,
Leroy who was Mr Mark's bro,
led the ceremony, everyone was so hyper. xDD
the part where we got the chance to express our thanks to our parents,
the part was realli touching. T.T
okok, i did not went up becuz my parents was not there =.=
SIAN if mummy gone she would have learnt a better view of being a parent.
and i would have gone up to gave my thanks to her.
At the end, everyone started singing and we gave thanks to mr kok.
xDD
So happy that night,
Vanessa was so sad that she cried like madd.
HAHA!
okok, that the end of my blogging abt the motivational camp.


I WAN REALLI THANK:
1. DANNY NYNY
2. FREDDY THE FROG
3. GERALD C:

ALL 3 OF THEM REALLY HAVE MOTIVATED ME,
AND I NOE I WILL DO MY BEST TO PURSUE WAT I TRULLY WANT TO BE.
THANKS YOU SO MUCH C; FOR MAKING ME UNDERSTAND,
WAT IT MEANS TO BE A TEENAGER.
XD
NEVER REGRET ATTENDING THE SESSION AT ALL. C:

xDD nxt week is camp week xD

This is my 50th post of my blog. xD
felt proud of myself for making an effort to blog everyday or try to blog about everyday.
cuz this blog is meant for future viewing purposes,
for me to refresh my head of my teenage days when i am older xD
okok, ytd too tired, played audition, but fall asleep in the couch.
When i was awake, it was already 12 am, my mum was not back yet.
I was kinda grouchy.
OKOK moving back,
in the day, there was UG day going on in sch.
I was helping out for the games,
and was the referee for the basketball segment.
HAIX, 25 minutes of pure running n chasing and blowing of the whistle.
Vanessa was wif me, she skipped her lesson =X plus two of her classmates, Daniel and Che Wei,
came and help me out too.
they were sitting down, vanessa was putting up the scores,
the other two were talking and looking after the stopwatch.
i was running up and down, until my legs sore.
after the whole thing end, NCC was the champion no doubt.
the rest was kinda thrashed by them.
Then we slack at the canteen testing the F & N ppl practical exams food,
most of them was done nicely.
i was kana happy cuz there was free food to test,
and i ate my full xD
Simin got her hamster frm wei jie and we started playing with it.
It was so cute that i had decided to ask my mum whether i can keep a pet hamster
xD
guess i cannot resist ador-able xD
then, i went to bio class,
miss chang revise pollination and fertilisation of plants,
and went to the bio lab to view her "collection"
all the collection was coop from illegal means haha!
she and her swiss army knife and her scheming ways of getting her specimen,
realli funny when she describe it.

yupps then was how i spent my dae.
OH yeah my third uncle bought nintendo Wii, so cool and cute,
my cousins, brother n i was kinda drooling over it.
AHHA!


GRANADO ESPADA look so cool on Tv,
i trying to download it to play xD
so happy. xDD
okok gtg liao to do some housework,
xDD