Today I was shocked by a terrible news,
the pop sensation Michael Jackson had left us yesterday afternoon 2pm.
But actually he passed on when I was fast asleep on bed,
due to the time difference between Singapore and LA.

Although his death doesn't really impact me,
but I am sure he has many many die hard fans out there.
To those who are die hard fans,
Dun be overly grieved, his reign will forever be in your hearts. :)

lastly I will end off this post with one of his songs,
whom also I really appreciate.


RIP Michael Jackson 1958-2009.

,alee.

will post about WWW when the photos are out :)!

LOL those people who works out everyday ARE MESSED UP!
Fred will tell u why! :D

Today was a nice day to enjoy myself in the library.
Having some alone time rocks,
especially after weeks of studying profusely.
I did deserve my break even though I know I have failed my CCTA term test.
But whatever, Gordon failed most of us if I am not wrong?
Haha, I am just using that to comfort myself! LOL!

Alumni dinner gathering for LSCT was held today too.
Had so much fun,
I really went crazy to the extent,
I thought I was a psychopath who had lost her meds.
Everyone did got high haha,
since the job was such a breeze,
and generous CCA points were awarded.
I had a new nickname today,
I was known to be CO-DOMINANT today.
Dun ask why.
But I was glad I was there. LOL!
and I apologized for that absurd behaviour.
It is the time of the year/term/sem,
when I officially lose control of self discipline and
GO NUTS :)
and also I saw something interesting today!!

Presenting latest AH GUA's TREND! the new edition of sexy vest. (backview) I swear he is trying to tell everyone about his feminine physique.(front view) Looking sassy huh!
Yes, I didn't eat my meds today..*He loves me, he loves me not* :D

Renwei and I LOL! this is the promise to be SOCIETY PARTNERS FOREVER! :D
PS: NO OTHER MEANING, screw that head of urs!
Group Photo! check out the blackies and the whites!
MAFIA FOR LIFE. WALK LIKE THE GANG!

Bus ride home was also hilarious,
Renee and I bitch about Val. HAHAHA
damn fun man, and some PDA couple,
who was sitting a row in front,
the girl was wearing some bottoms that resemble
a bunny costume puffy legs.
LASTLY, the worst thing was that,
during the journey, they were fking playing scissors, paper, stone =,=lll!

Renee love to do this, and laugh to herself :D WHEEE!

haha, and I have to apologized for being late for 1h 15 mins for the discussion this morning.
LOL! I ended up not discussing anything?! hahaha.

and I seriously dread puffy puffy feeling in my heart after reading Shojo comics.
To think that I was stupid enough to be excited over
a perfect life the characters portrayed,
which was impossible in reality.
To HELL WITH the feeling of envy.

AND I WILL NEVER EVEN OVERSEE RENOVATIONS AGAIN!

smiles,alee.

been so slacking the past few days.
the only day this week that i feel the most proud about was Wednesday!
humph,
first training was an awesome experience.
becoming a senior and behaving like one is really downright difficult.
I miss those days when the SGLs led PT
and we shouted out in unison.
Those were the days.. And now we have to shut our mouths
and overlook our juniors,
it felt so different yet shiok in the sense I felt so BIGG!
like I am an adult, the juniors are my little children.

Lifesaving was also great,
I achieve new record for my item 1 again!
felt a relief and hope to achieve better next training! haha
and glad that Darryl really focus on our stroke correction.
Cuz if he didn't, I think I wun be able to improve further. haha
thanks to him for that! haha.

wah I feel so crappy and lazy this holidays,
so wun be blogging alot.. haha.
unless I wanna destress?
and YES, I LOVE HIBERNATING ALOT!

lastly, I wanna thank God for everything.
think he really planned everything for me since Sunday,
I love SUNDAY!
Although it was celebrity weekend at CHC,
but I really did enjoy myself,
but the most important thing is
to find the significance of the journey with God again.
WHEEE

<3 alee.

I LOVE FRED! I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!I LOVE FRED!

:D

WOOHOO sweet sweet holidays are here,
but sadly they are not here for good.
argh 2 weeks of sweet sweet!
I will savour each and every moment with you my darling.
Without you, I wun be able to be alive for the past 17 years of my life.
I (h) you, YOU SEND ME TO SWEET SWEET SLUMBER.
Every hour spend with you will put a grin on my faceee!
*you all can guess who/what I am referring to* HEHEHE! bed

Today went to eat some great korean cuisine with class gang,
spent 8 bucks on it and the soup PORTION is super pathetic,
but lucky the soup is not bad haha, or else I will be freaking mad over the cost!
went to buy barcardi to celebrate! With shirlene only haha,
ended up drinking a glass bottle of cough syrup ARGH. haha.
Opening the bottle was a bitch too,
we tried from keys to the nails on the chair,
but nothing could beat SHIRLENE'S TEETH! POWER SIAA!

argh, feeling abit sour after the whole ordeal.
then went back home to find out
something that disgusted me.
argh, maybe true friends dun really exist eh?
if a person changed, either you embrace them,
or if you are not happy with them about their behaviour,
then why not say in front of their faces?
Instead of keeping to yourself/complaining to others,
and influencing others to join you like GANGSTERS,
why not try to amend the r/s again?
arghh.
This is freaking annoying.
Maybe because I am also one who doesn't do it.
this is fucking karma.

watever it is, holidays will prove and set everything right
when the school term start!

,alee!

procrastination = masturbation,
feels good at first, but in the end u realise u just fucked yourself

yes, i am masturbating. HAPPY?!

EEEEEKKKSS!,alee

Nisa nisa, sorry ar alee alee wanna quote sth from your June 6 post HAHA.

"You can close your eyes to things you don't
want to see, but you can't close your heart to
the things you don't want to feel."

- Unknown

yes, i have to agree to this 100%

Been having this weird craziness this whole weekend.
this sudden spur of fear mixed with a bit of piss.
sometimes, i feel like i dun want to do anything,
yet there is something inside that is pushing me to do it.
i hate this sort of nonsensical upheaval within.
And cause me to express some ridiculous behaviour
that i have no control over.

I have to say, definitely I have offended people over this.
I need to take some time to sort out all my rubbish.
this is what happened when i am fucking disorganized.

argh.
on the bright side,
my phone is fixed/exchanged.
seems that karma really caught up with me.
arghhh, I just wished for CTs to be over. ASAP.
then maybe things can slowly get better.
PS: jiayou ah cai :)

thanks renee and ah cai for being there to hear all of my nonsense. <3

,alee.


argh, i seriously need some escape. Maybe korea? The only place, I can go crazy yet happy.

wheee, feel so carefree today,
like I can finally take a breather after intensive studying.
but seriously, the ccta paper was crap,
Gordon Lim really had all of us fooled,
ended up all the shit we learnt did not come out.
MMB was okay, just very sad I did not practise time mapping the night before.
DANG IT! Time mapping question is screwed :)
argh enough of my dried school life,
it puts everyone to sleep literally.
BTW! L4D game SWEE! :)

today thoughts:
is it so hard to forget somebody and get rid of that awkwardness?
even if somebody kinda hurt your feelings?
maybe when it comes, I may have some second thoughts.
P.S: I hope you will feel better soon kay :) There are many fishes left at sea :)
Since he dun cherish you, not worth keeping those sadness inside anymore :)

<3 alee.