I AM SERIOUSLY CRAZY AND INSANE TODAY.
I say something out that is not of my mind.
I have lost my mind.
shiet.
need to think of wat did I do.

,alee.

Went restaurant city crazy today.
ended up bargaining for ingredients in the library computer lab,
which was freaking hilarious.
because Rong Yue had many accts for him to access
and trade whenever he wants,
which is freaking shiok!

School was okay also,
but quite boring because of the LT77 4 hours lectures,
which is freaking TIRING,
LT77 is like becoming BMS year 2.1 classroom already.
And what is so surprising of me wearing a skirt,
I seriously feel like whacking those who tease me
ARGH, GO AWAY LAH!!

The sun been good today also,
let rain clouds took over,
which I freaking adore.
HAHA.

Swine flu still bad
and spreading.
Maybe instead of us wanting to convert Iirfan to be non-muslim,
Irfan should do the honor of converting us to muslims. HAHA.

whatever it is,
I am still toning,
I am going to be disciplined already.

,alee.

Is it me or the world is already in a critical stage of global warming?
OMG,
I can feel the heat even at night.
with 2 fans blowing me,
and living on the 17 floors.
resolution:
"Either the sun dies or I will die"

swine flu.
lol, flu after flu,
the flu virus buay sian ar,
pigs also want to infect to infect us.
I pray dun come to singapore.
resolution:
"Increase personal hygiene"

people are also changing.
heard so many things that could make me hyped haha.
resolution:
"Need to adapt"

school been good recently.
sem's been slacklish also.
but more of self learning
which I am bad at!
shiet.
resolution:
"Self learning should start asap!"


going to move house soon too!
to bishan,
to pei my lonely, timid 46 years old uncle.
oh gawd,
new life.
resoloution:
"MY ROOM WILL NOT BE AS MESSY AS IT IS NOW."


,alee.

School been good and exciting since I din attend the longest day of the week.

Fruitflies.

Spanish

Then mouse. ( sorry for killing you after torturing you, it is for good cause.)

at least I found something to work for.

hais, going to reach school early tomorrow or Gordan Lim will KP.

,alee.

she is gone.

gone forever.

with just a blink of an eye,

I am already turning 18.

I was still hoping 

she could be part of the guest list

when I get married in another 10 years.

but I guess it is impossible already.

everything starts to change,

I am going to move,

going to adapt to another new life.

so many events has passed, 

but the spirit is dying down.

I am already going to start to

put in the effort to make everything back again.

I am already feeling so apologetic 

to everything that I have to miss 

to settle my thing.

I am sick and tired of everything already.

argh, how can I make this life better again.

,alee.

TO EVERYBODY OUT THERE
WHO GOT OFFENDED WHEN YOU SMS ME
AND I DUN REPLY!
I am sorry x infinity!
my phone is seriously screwed to the max!
I cannot receive everyone's msg!
so if you got any important,
must call my number!
thanks :)

<3 alee
SORRYY !

I FUCKING SLEEP AT 5.25 am today WOOHOO! HAHA

I PRAY IT IS ME
I PRAY PRAY PRAY! HAHA

LSCT FOC 09/10 PAWNS ALL
IS LIKE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING MAN!
This year FOC wasn't perfect,
but I was REALLY REALLY glad the 24 of us pulled it off!
LIKE SERIOUSLY! HAHA.

Firstly, I must applaud the LOGAMES,
without them, there will not be fun games and activities for my freshies,
ehh LOGAMES, my conan freshies praised your games leh haha! :D
and your NIGHTWALK ALSO!
damn IMBARRED! HAHA :)

Secondly, I must thanks FOOD COMM!
WHICH COMM GOT 2 people?! haha
without you all,
my conan boys will go crazy!
cuz they are fucking BIG EATERS! HAHA!
thanks man!

Thirdly, I must thanks everyone of my welfare GLs,
ALL OF YOU SHOUTED YOUR BEST and DID YOUR BEST
to entertain the freshies.
the freshies love u all!
WELFARE COMM AIZAI!

Fourthly, I must thanks all the SGLs and AGLs,
without all of your helps,
i think this FOC is fucking going to be so fucked up. lol!
haha, THANKS BIG BIG!
esp my group's
JIALIANG AND XIANGLING! HAHA
without both of you, I WILL BE FUCKING DIED in front of the freshies.
THANKS A MILLION HAHA!!
and the ORGANISERS and the AGLs who helped out during HOP NIGHT!
wah THANKS MAN THANKS!

Lastly, I must thank MY DEAR DEAR DEAR freshies!
without them,
this camp wun even EXIST! haha
ALL OF YOU SO HIGH LAH
SO LOVE ALL OF YOU MAN! HAHA
ESP MY CONAN!
C for CONAN
C C for CONAN!
WE DEFINITELY PAWN ALL GROUPS MAN! HAHA.
YOUR CHEERS AND IDEAS AND FACES
WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.
ALEE <3 ALL OF YOU!
*specially for Zen Han, "bison rocks also" haha*

camp days:
prep camp 1-2: was very happy to prepare everything for the camp, and freaking exciting to meet freshies.
FOC 3-5: meet my freshies, at first day the BIG BOSSES thought my conan had low morale, but my conan had definitely prove to them they are the most ZAI one. haha ended up won 2 loaves of bread for losing the flag the most time! haha. ALEE <3 CONAN xinfinity!


I SERIOUSLY LOVE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED THIS 5 DAYS.
lscy trgs are seriously not wasted on this.
I swear every trgs were worth for this SHIOKNESS!
without trgs, we are nth.
:)

<3 ALEE!!

LOL another 12 hours to FOC.
bascially I have lotsa shits haven doo.
wah fuck mans,
I going to have VERY VERY VERY VERY little sleep during the next five days.
VERY VERY VERY little energy to run my body
and VERY VERY homesick, or should I say BEDSICK.

haha. so ALEE will be away from 5/4/09-10/4/09
pray for my good health and good stamina to run this FOC.
PLEASE LORD.
I wun swear during the whole time.
I will be the ultimate saint :)

LOVE LOVE LOVE, alee.
just in case I dun survive this ordeal. ;D