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Friday, February 06, 2009

Everyday is the same thing,
eat, study, play, sleep.
I need a new life soon.
2 more years and I think I going to be outta this country.
really sick and tired.
I want a new environment to adapt to,
need to make some plans already.

hais, life is so bored here,
everyone is undergoing the same thing.
the same stress, the same problems.
No other problems to talk about,
only the same old love, friendship and stupid childish problems.
sometimes being too concerned also very tiring.
being too sensitive also very tiring,
maybe I should learn to be like Julianty,
not to abhor her dun care atitude but to accept it
or even better ask her to impart it.

think too much also no good,
think so little also no good.
so how the hell to know to think in moderation?
how to think of that problem in moderation?
I seriously dunno how.
I really want to stop being so utterly sensitive over minor issues,
I really want to give up.
Just don't care. Don't care would be good for me.
and maybe for my hair too.

Advices, are so contradicting.
but I accept them nevertheless.
thanks to those who advise like ever.
especially, my good friends beside me
and those two who sms me and hear my same crap every single day.
thanks!
and thanks to those in msn also, who listen to my nonsense,
every single day also,
and my irritating troubles over ...
sigh, things should get better soon.
or should I say
things will get better if i change.
I dunno, need to sort out my thoughts all over again.
Argh it is so tiring.
Now i totally understand and appreciate stoning.
Stoning is totally healthy.

If you can understand this, GOOD FOR YOU!
If you cannot, :)

and of course thanks jimmy also my dear dear diary :)

I need to listen to my mind. My mind is more impt now.

ARGH, alee

tag replies:
SALLY: LOL! :) I seriously love you gurls man, being there to hear all my craps. THANKS :)!
NISA: ok NIC can be shared :)
FANNY: YAY at least I am inside, HOW COME he so big portion?! no fair :(
LIONEL: LOL is this a sick joke? You don't seem to be the Lionel I noe right? Weird.. This is creeping me out like seriously. IDENTIFY YOURSELF!
JANNAH: okok AH WANG sounds like AH BENG name HAHA. HUAT AH!
ELISA: yeah, jannah forever funny one ;D *SWIM AWAY*
SHIYUN: yup! Wah another year of training like madness, need to be mentally prepared and physically prepared esp my lungs man.

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