my hellish day starts after I will wake up in the morning.
GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!

ARGH,alee

WARNING: BEFORE YOU READ THE RED LINES, PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU ARE OF AGE.

NC-16 CONTENT.

Today school was fine.
HAD PBL SESSION HAHA.
was hilarious I thought haha.
Man we thought we really going to fail thanks to
the PRESENTATION with OLH's PHOTOS as background haha.
joke.

LAN GAMING was fun too!
I was shouting like madness inside.
haha, TANK!! JOCKEY!! CHARGER!! WITCH!! AHHH!! HAHA
fun man haha.
more sessions of this please!
HAHA but I must first upgrade my L4D skills first ^^

Lastly.
I need to express my DEEP DEEP DEEP x1 KAZILLION hatred
to Sergei Prokopenko.
Explain to all of you why on my next post, cause my hatred may increase another degree tomorrow since I am seeing him for the whole day of lessons.
LOL. And my brother was so nice to make me happy by making these up. :)

My name is Nero -- Devil may Cry私の名前はNeroであるそして私はオーストラリアからの女の子を愛する says:
*zzzz
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*De siao technique 5: Revenge of the sad faces
*omg i sound like a ninja
*hey i got a name for the sergei fell
**fella
*u must play with words....
*he is Sergeant Gay lol
*Sergeant of the gays get it?
*also
*if u put in eng
*Sir Gay
*haha
*sounds wrong but funny
*oh ya acronym forgot
*S= Stupid
E= Enthusiastic
R= Retarded
G= Gay
E= Eating
I= Iodine ( its poisonous so haha)
*oh ya still got another one
*(PG-13)
*S= Sucking
E= Erotic
R= Retard
G= Gaseous
E= Eroding
I= Innates
*oh ya one more
*zz
*ant think of anything already lol
*oh ya if u check it in the dictionary
*Sergei (Sir.-Gay)(Noun)An asshole that loves to kiss people butts and suck cock along the way to work(Taboo Word)
*In a sentence: John makes me angry he is so so.... sergei
*ok go sleep
*and replenish my imagination box haha

GAHAHA THANKS WEI WEI HEHE! ^^V
then there was NISA.

KHAIRUNNISA says:
*is it!!!
*this is what i found
*Sergei 66 up, 12 down love it hate it

buy sergei mugs, tshirts and magnets
Adj- 1. Meaning very hot or attractive to the opposite sex; 2. Hot, Steamy, sexy
He was so Sergei
♥alee's bluelist MIC-KEY 키 says:
*HAHAHAH
*WTS!!
KHAIRUNNISA says:
*WTS!
*disgusting sio!
♥alee's bluelist MIC-KEY 키 says:
*HAHAHA!
KHAIRUNNISA says:
*A person who doesn't care.
Person 1 - Hey man you wanna eat pizza for lunch?

Person 2 - ummmm I don't know, I sergei!!!
♥alee's bluelist MIC-KEY 키 says:
*maybe my brother made it up to make me happy thats why haha
*HAHAHA
KHAIRUNNISA says:
*hahhaha
*a pronoun/adjective to be used when describing someting either tremendously awesome, or horrifying terrible. Commonly used at the end of a back-and-forth one-upping shouting match. Always the definitive, most powerful word in said argument, even though it often has no relation nor place in the argument.
"you're stupid"
"you're stupider"
"you're stupidest"
"you're stupid to infinity"
"you're SERGEI!!"
*eh cool leh his name

we are so unlucky Sergei pick this time to enter NP and when Amy Ooi is on maternity leave.
I think I could strike 4D and win first prize.
LOL!.
and I was happy today because Ryan apologized to me for the first time.
For the 9 years of his life, he never apologized to me after doing committing a mistake.
I seriously should buy 4D tmr.


:)) , alee.

Waiting for student and staff rehearsal to start... HAHA
So sick and tired of listening to my brother recently.
Lied to me about his grades.
Lied to me about the money.
Boast to me about what his friends says which are freaking untrue.
HOW THE HELL YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE YOU?!
we are flesh and blood,
yet there is no trust and confidentiality between us.
I feel that I failed as sister.
You shouldn't have bluff me in the first place.
Because you are so easy to read.
NO MORE NONSENSE,
or I will ask mum to send you to a psychiatrist.
IF I NEED TO DO SO..

argh, alee.

Today was a nice day to enjoy myself in the library.
Having some alone time rocks,
especially after weeks of studying profusely.
I did deserve my break even though I know I have failed my CCTA term test.
But whatever, Gordon failed most of us if I am not wrong?
Haha, I am just using that to comfort myself! LOL!

Alumni dinner gathering for LSCT was held today too.
Had so much fun,
I really went crazy to the extent,
I thought I was a psychopath who had lost her meds.
Everyone did got high haha,
since the job was such a breeze,
and generous CCA points were awarded.
I had a new nickname today,
I was known to be CO-DOMINANT today.
Dun ask why.
But I was glad I was there. LOL!
and I apologized for that absurd behaviour.
It is the time of the year/term/sem,
when I officially lose control of self discipline and
GO NUTS :)
and also I saw something interesting today!!

Presenting latest AH GUA's TREND! the new edition of sexy vest. (backview) I swear he is trying to tell everyone about his feminine physique.(front view) Looking sassy huh!
Yes, I didn't eat my meds today..*He loves me, he loves me not* :D

Renwei and I LOL! this is the promise to be SOCIETY PARTNERS FOREVER! :D
PS: NO OTHER MEANING, screw that head of urs!
Group Photo! check out the blackies and the whites!
MAFIA FOR LIFE. WALK LIKE THE GANG!

Bus ride home was also hilarious,
Renee and I bitch about Val. HAHAHA
damn fun man, and some PDA couple,
who was sitting a row in front,
the girl was wearing some bottoms that resemble
a bunny costume puffy legs.
LASTLY, the worst thing was that,
during the journey, they were fking playing scissors, paper, stone =,=lll!

Renee love to do this, and laugh to herself :D WHEEE!

haha, and I have to apologized for being late for 1h 15 mins for the discussion this morning.
LOL! I ended up not discussing anything?! hahaha.

and I seriously dread puffy puffy feeling in my heart after reading Shojo comics.
To think that I was stupid enough to be excited over
a perfect life the characters portrayed,
which was impossible in reality.
To HELL WITH the feeling of envy.

AND I WILL NEVER EVEN OVERSEE RENOVATIONS AGAIN!

smiles,alee.

Sentosa was the joke/best/dunk/siao/wet shiokness man :D
enjoy every sec spent with u all! :D
yo amor 2m02! :)

school been a drag too,
think since the first day of school,
I haven absorb any information yet,
but the projects are piling up already.
SO DEADDD!

I think to start to prioritize my stuff already.

,alee

I trust my guts, please please let it be true. My guts is always right.

I want to be the next....

time for discipline.
3 months to cut 5kg.
lets try.
,alee.

TO EVERYBODY OUT THERE
WHO GOT OFFENDED WHEN YOU SMS ME
AND I DUN REPLY!
I am sorry x infinity!
my phone is seriously screwed to the max!
I cannot receive everyone's msg!
so if you got any important,
must call my number!
thanks :)

<3 alee
SORRYY !

Today I hate three things.
1st:
NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC SAFEASSIGN.
like wtf?!
it scan my project can scan until got relations with people whom I never talk to before,
maybe I know one of them,
but I never talk to him online before.
I SWEAR!
and it just have to show until I copy whole chunk.
PEOPLE ENGLISH BUAY SAI AR KANASAI!
if everyone ENGLISH SAME STANDARD THEN SENTENCES WILL BE FORMED SAMELY WAT!
PLUS IT STUFF EVERYONE ANSWER THE SAME QUESTIONS LAH.
everyone will be using the same keywords wat, it depends on how we form the sentences only.
same same cannot ar?!
argh. I going to hack NP's safeassign soon, WATCH OUT.

2nd:
PHANG CHEE BOON aka bias bastard.
your fking eyes today like especially BIG AR, O_O
dun believe then say lah,
I also told you, I did not copy lah,
got refer but never copy lor!
you dun need to keep repeating yourself over and over again.
OVER THE SAME QUESTION,
I ANSWER ONCE AND FOR ALL,
I NEVER COPIED, AND I DUNNO THIS PEOPLE.
like freaking irritating lah.
and thanks goodness I wun be seeing you again next sem,
YOU BIAS PIECE OF !@#$%^&*!

3rd:
hais, lastly, myself.
I hate myself badly.
for being so lazy,
for being annoying to myself,
for being so sensitive,
for being so concern over stupid matters.
for putting so much hope on so many things.
for thinking of revenge.
for neglecting important people.
I think a self check soon.

and I have to agree with what hh's blog theme have to say.
We ignore the ones who adore us,
adore the ones who ignore us,
love the ones who hurt us,
and hurt the ones that love us.

I am a victim, a guilty, an accuse.

, alee.

Everyday is the same thing,
eat, study, play, sleep.
I need a new life soon.
2 more years and I think I going to be outta this country.
really sick and tired.
I want a new environment to adapt to,
need to make some plans already.

hais, life is so bored here,
everyone is undergoing the same thing.
the same stress, the same problems.
No other problems to talk about,
only the same old love, friendship and stupid childish problems.
sometimes being too concerned also very tiring.
being too sensitive also very tiring,
maybe I should learn to be like Julianty,
not to abhor her dun care atitude but to accept it
or even better ask her to impart it.

think too much also no good,
think so little also no good.
so how the hell to know to think in moderation?
how to think of that problem in moderation?
I seriously dunno how.
I really want to stop being so utterly sensitive over minor issues,
I really want to give up.
Just don't care. Don't care would be good for me.
and maybe for my hair too.

Advices, are so contradicting.
but I accept them nevertheless.
thanks to those who advise like ever.
especially, my good friends beside me
and those two who sms me and hear my same crap every single day.
thanks!
and thanks to those in msn also, who listen to my nonsense,
every single day also,
and my irritating troubles over ...
sigh, things should get better soon.
or should I say
things will get better if i change.
I dunno, need to sort out my thoughts all over again.
Argh it is so tiring.
Now i totally understand and appreciate stoning.
Stoning is totally healthy.

If you can understand this, GOOD FOR YOU!
If you cannot, :)

and of course thanks jimmy also my dear dear diary :)

I need to listen to my mind. My mind is more impt now.

ARGH, alee

tag replies:
SALLY: LOL! :) I seriously love you gurls man, being there to hear all my craps. THANKS :)!
NISA: ok NIC can be shared :)
FANNY: YAY at least I am inside, HOW COME he so big portion?! no fair :(
LIONEL: LOL is this a sick joke? You don't seem to be the Lionel I noe right? Weird.. This is creeping me out like seriously. IDENTIFY YOURSELF!
JANNAH: okok AH WANG sounds like AH BENG name HAHA. HUAT AH!
ELISA: yeah, jannah forever funny one ;D *SWIM AWAY*
SHIYUN: yup! Wah another year of training like madness, need to be mentally prepared and physically prepared esp my lungs man.

I SWEAR I NEVER HEARD/SEEN THAT!
eventful week was FINALLY OVER!
and I promise I wun immerse myself any further than this anymore,
my heart cannot take it man.
Neither can my mood swings.
I have to start to get used to it. >=(
Escarparate was shiok :)
the lecturers love it to bits :D our act rocks :D
big credits to all the people who were there to make it happen! :D
thanks thanks :D
and there was AGM! :D
rocks to the socks too!
all thanks to incoming committee efforts!
JIAYOU! :)
lifeguards will go far ~~
will continue on the next post :D
about JOLIN BURFDAE!
HAPPY BURFDAE JOLIN! you are finally 7! :D
lots of love from Hui Xin Jie Jie :D

to be continued ...

Differences

ARGH, kinda regret to choose to come poly,
cause it has no difference from JC lor =,=
just first week of school i am already sick after the week =,=
there are freaking problems,
there are freaking stress,
there are freaking random shits.
ARGH, the world is changing.
i miss them,
i miss past,
i miss everything.
SICK of everything,
and yes i am sick.
-ALISON THEE COW D:

UPDATE again..

WAHH it has been so long since i last updated my blog and yes! I was quite stress during the period when school was about to start but now I have learn to handle it yes! hahaha :)
ok... Lets start from last saturday!

Saturday 12/4/08:
wow! It was my first NDP motivators trg! Thought it will be filled with our fcbc sisters and brothers but it was not, there was new faces and pre-believers and we were quite excited, eliz, renette, jin wen and I were late for the session and miss those ice-breakers SADLY... but not bad, din miss the briefing :D hahaha, the briefing itself alrdy brought excitement to me lor :D haha, got balloons scripting, street magic, juggling( which i totally cannot do ), and other things i cannot rmb hehe! EXCITING ISN'T IT? :D

Sunday 13/4/08:
Not exciting about today, because it happen again =,=

School :
My first day of school! :D dunno wat to say, i arrive to school on time i can say :) but in the end got to lecture late because everyone was trying to get their hands on the lecture notes and there was a mountain of people at the co-op shop :( so i meet zoe, jannah and meiting there, and after 20 min of queuing and warming, we got it and went to the lecture hall late. But we are not the only one late :) haha, maths lecture was quite boring and i was on the verge of sleeping, and the algebra were all quite complicated cuz it was the combination of a maths and e maths D: and we had IPC, and the lecturer surname was KUEH! haha damn funny lor! But he is old so, his tone is monotone, and his english wasn't that fantastic at all, sadly i have quite a number of his lesson! I dunno how am i gg to survive in class. LOL! school finish at 6pm :O but breaks were long enough to satisfy me :) I also learning microbiology and physiology classes :D Microbiology classes and physiology classes also quite interesting and the teachers are also very really friendly and nice enough to let our class get to noe each other better and i am glad for that :) Physiology classes has a African American teacher teaching me and she was really nice to haf class bonding :D
My classmates are also really nice bunch of ppl, there are jokers, there are shy ppl. But all in all, i am happy to have them as my classmates :D But i really hope to get my shy classmates to open up to us :D i need solutions! :D and there was Sports and wellness as well CATS today in school. I join netball for this semester and i met new people, CATS was also fun with a funny teacher and a guy sitting beside me laugh until damn funny! haha, nisa n i laugh like dunno wat sia! School is quite fun :D Lastly there are lots of homework! AHHH! it is never ending lor, delay one day, got more =,= so sian!

ALISON HUIXIN MUST JIAYOUS! :D

damn :(

sian i miss leap year :( 29th feb is now 4 years away liao :(
well guess i can enjoy the last bit of leap year with my tv filled wif olympics sports :D
CHEERED UP and not afraid of my house anymore ;)
but my mum not home yet :( - 0.16pm liao!
-ALISON THEE COW :X