JUNHO IS MAD CUTE :) lol. ^^ love the eye smile.

wts wts wts wts.
the week pass by so fast.
busy week this week,
everyday labwork till 3 plus except for thur and fri.
CAN DIEE! lol.
but still okay.
Heard frm mum, my grey hair has lessen.
I guess stress is not a big thing during attachment.
Maybe when I start working I wun have grey hair.
AWESOME AWESOME news indeed to hear haha.
This week also FAT WEEK!
ate MACS on tue,
ate Pizza on thur.
Gym is a waste of time.
I need to work even harder to attain my dream toned tummy haha.
Maybe plastic surgery in SK? HAHA.
heard it is bloody cheap there.
Maybe I could go there for a lipo.
LOL.

God been great this weekend.
was unsettling, but he gave me guidance.
Thanks Father :)
somewhat I know all these are not happening to me coincidentally :)

the BEST NEWS! :)
week 5 only has 4 days.
thanks to GOOD FRIDAY! WOOHOO! :)
this calls for celebration!
and Nura is resigning.
ANOTHER CELEBRATION INDEED HAHA.
maybe? CLASH OF THE TITANS? WOOHOO!
haha.

awesomeness,alee

DARN I am lagged 2 weeks behind for my weekly logbook. LOL.

Life could never become bored-er!

attachment>home>sleep>attachment>home.

the cycle repeats itself.

And I cannot imagine myself undergoing this cycle every single day for the subsequent 11 more months.

I could just die.

Now I can really experience what is work life really about.

Dying and dying over and over again.

Sometimes, I really think is this the right choice for me?

People say with this personality of mine,

I am not suited for this job.

But deep in my heart, I know I can prove them wrong.

Kpop is the only thing that is keeping me really alive now.

And I am really really thankful for the existence of my friends in my lab.

If one day, I go to a strange lab with only me doing my own expt.

I would just become a different person who doesn't talk at all.

I would rather die! LOL.

My results can never be so disappointing.

Can I really make it to uni?

I think I can, I hope I can.

humph enough with this self reflection.

HAHA seriousness is not really my forte after all! :)

run devil run is out alrdy with a mv and three live shows today!

the song isn't catchy at first,

but it catches you unexpectedly LOL.

reminded me of those buff-ed guys going GAGA over them in gymWerks the other day.

it was hilarious.

One went, "CB! So CHIO YURI!" "YURI SERIOUSLY DAMN HAWT LAH!"

the other kept shouting "KIM TAEYEON!"

"If SNSD comes Singapore I confirm go one! CFM!"

They are seriously hilarious,

it is like me looking at SHINee, 2pm DBSK videos and going crazy.

FANBOYS.. FANMANS..

I am serious that if SNSD comes Singapore,

these guys will also go all out HAHA.

x3 sooyoung, jessica new hair, hyoyeon, yuri, tiffany and sunny the chio bu in this vid! haha.

LOL,alee

CIAOSSU! :D
Yes finally changed my blogskin after many failed attempts!
LOL.

JUNHO DANCING MY GAWDNESS! :D

haha, now i realized he is damn good a dancer!
makes me *melts* more! :)) ♥ ♥ ♥

And damn it my fyp is screwed up!
shirlene and i are partners in int-linked fyp,
but our internship placing is different?
how could this be possible?!
it's giving me a headache.

,alee.

MELTS MELTS MELTS :)


makes me wanna go SEOUL :D HAHAHA
WHEEE

INAC IS DOWN!
it feels like holidays alrdy! :D
the sexist spinster was nice to us this CT,
so I have no comments about her already haha.
Dun want to critisize a fellow ONG haha.
later I also become just like her in the future,
just that I am FATTER and TALLER HAHA.
CURSEDD HAHA :P

MOBIO NEXT UP
MOBIO DC MOBIO DC MOBIO DC, wat's not to love :D

xoxo,alee

i saw something live today! :D

SHINee also look cute with animals aww :)
imagine them with my FAT hamsters :D HAHA
That will be awesome! :D HAHA!

MBC CT is down.
140 marks within 90 minutes.
that darn ukraine is really sickeningly irritating.
but still I will make him mark my paper till he weeps
and tell me I got the potential to pass his module.
I will make sure that happens.
REALLY.
he was so pessimistic when I failed his first quiz.
guess that was reverse psychology,
demoralizing you to make you do better.
but well, that darn ukraine still need to brush up on his EQ.
haha. and to think that he likes our class.
that is so wrong. HAHA!.

ok, INAC aren't any better anyways.
that sexist spinster should just try to concentrate on one guy
instead of many,
concentrate on a certain age.
instead of a variety haha.
I think after Sally sees this, she will CFM LMAO HAHA.

this semester is really a joke.

lastly,
I WANT SHINee to come singapore for concert :)
ANYBODY WANNA HELP ME VOTE FOR THEM? :D
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kpop FTW! :D


xoxo,alee!

School been fun lately.
Dr Choy is still as cute as ever!
Thinking of creating a FAN CLUB in facebook for him.
Any members? :)
haha.
GLs trainings are still as fun as ever!
today I led cheers!
It is such an accomplishment to see them so high after cheering.
it is such a nice sight,
everyone going high, everyone trying their best to cheer.
Remind me of my GL days haha.
those glory days. hummm

I hate the feeling of being cheated.
it's so sucky.
why not just simplify everything?
make everything so complicated for wat?
I just dun get it.
hummm.
but suit yourselves :)

,alee

its been such a long time since i last update!
hahaha, i am so freaking lazy.
so many things has happened since holidays ended
and a new semester is here!
Actually 2 weeks had already passed!
Freaklishly fast :O
People say,
"New start will refresh one's mind"
I have to agree to it! haha.
I want to start this sem with a happy mindset.
Everyday I will go to school smiley and cheerful!

And sadly, people around thinks I am in love or something.
NO LAH WA LAU!
haha, I am just excited, and I hope this excitement stays long.
I never felt so happy to go back to school.
and I also hope this happiness stays longer.

New goals,
new life,
new jobs.

can I continue to lead this new lifestyle?


AND LASTLY I AM BACK!

humph, alee.

learning to embrace the true meaning of solitude

Today was a rather emo day.
The whole afternoon was spent thinking alot/too much.
But I must really thank those who really cheer me up,
you all really made my day! :)

Recovered my own self,
then got crazy in dip plus lecture. LOL!
we created chinese names for nisa hammie and raihana! haha
Nisa: 开如你杀，开如弟 :D
Hammie: 哈密山 :D
Raihana: 癞蛤蟆HAHA!
we were laughing our ass off lah, until Dr Koh PEKCHEK! haha.
we did have fun! :)

instructor meeting as usual drag very long,
but this time I felt the meeting was rather good,
nobody digressed, which was a good thing,
and we settled everything pretty fast today! haha.
it was a great meeting! :)

After that went to eat with Renee, Cai cai and Jannah haha!
LOL, went hunting for my cross necklace and got it in the end! haha.
SO FREAKING HAPPY LAH! :)
and we did had a great talk right! :)
I love all of you! :)

lastly,
I will end off this post with this hilarious thing flashing on my facebook profile as ADs. haha.


=) ,alee

wow whee, today was a nice day,

slept in and skipped imm lecture,

haha, I hope I dun get the warning letter so soon.

imm presentation was okay,

but Dr Chai was fking GL.

and he kept digressing about the life of a teacher.

Did I even say I wanted to be a teacher? haha.

My deductions:

Think he has some bad past construals that causes him to behave in such a way.

Gym was also good!

Ran 4km straight.

I love achieving things that are way beyond what I expected haha.

Went to eat MACS straight after.

LOL think I just gain back watever calories I have burnt. haha.

but whatever... HAHA

there is always other days to workout! :D

Then jannah and I went for another round of GL-ing shop assistants for my project. haha.

she was uber pro man haha.

She attacked two C&K shop assistants at once hahaha.

expert man! haha.

After my project is done, I will post it up, those videos :D

Had a great talk too.

Kept thinking about ARGH. LOL.

Finally got to see the real side of somebody too. haha.

Well, time will reveal everything.

We just have to continue to be ourselves? :D

Came home and receive more bad news.

Uncle been diagnosed with 3rd stage nose cancer,

spread to the throat already.

I really dunno how to help him.

Except trying to find cures online for him and hoping he will get well.

He has my aunt and Jolin to take care of,

he needs to be strong.

ARGH, as usual,

troubles likes to come in chains.

,alee.

sometimes it is so hard to open my mouth,

where has all that LION COURAGE went to?

Deep into my soul?

I guess it did. And I hope it will never come back.

an academic week has passed already,

and I did not have the time to blink my eyes,

but to clear my vision of what is really ahead of me. haha!

my favourite days were wednesday and thursday!

Wednesday was lsct training.

As usual, we had PT and games.

Games were really chaotic.

GLs were so high and wild,

that I couldn't control and confused whether I should do something about it.

Now I know why being gamemaster really suck.

Getting the attention of the GLs wasn't easy,

but Morgan said it is expected since it is just the first few trainings.

De-brief was utter confusion.

and there were even some misunderstandings.

I hope it will be cleared soon.

Thursday was IS class,

enjoyed it so much,

learnt so much.

Schemas, Social influence, Social conguitnity, Self Fulfilling prophecy,

every one of this social psychology concepts have somewhat spoken to

me,

in terms of how I behave and how people behave in my life.

It was really cool,

maybe after this sub term,

I maybe able to understand how people behave

and accept their behaviour, improving my r/s with them! :D

humph, maybe I gonna try another ambition.

But I have to give it a second thought,

since it does not seems practical.

LOL!

This weeks record: 3 days late :D

,alee.

Today was a nice day to enjoy myself in the library.
Having some alone time rocks,
especially after weeks of studying profusely.
I did deserve my break even though I know I have failed my CCTA term test.
But whatever, Gordon failed most of us if I am not wrong?
Haha, I am just using that to comfort myself! LOL!

Alumni dinner gathering for LSCT was held today too.
Had so much fun,
I really went crazy to the extent,
I thought I was a psychopath who had lost her meds.
Everyone did got high haha,
since the job was such a breeze,
and generous CCA points were awarded.
I had a new nickname today,
I was known to be CO-DOMINANT today.
Dun ask why.
But I was glad I was there. LOL!
and I apologized for that absurd behaviour.
It is the time of the year/term/sem,
when I officially lose control of self discipline and
GO NUTS :)
and also I saw something interesting today!!

Presenting latest AH GUA's TREND! the new edition of sexy vest. (backview) I swear he is trying to tell everyone about his feminine physique.(front view) Looking sassy huh!
Yes, I didn't eat my meds today..*He loves me, he loves me not* :D

Renwei and I LOL! this is the promise to be SOCIETY PARTNERS FOREVER! :D
PS: NO OTHER MEANING, screw that head of urs!
Group Photo! check out the blackies and the whites!
MAFIA FOR LIFE. WALK LIKE THE GANG!

Bus ride home was also hilarious,
Renee and I bitch about Val. HAHAHA
damn fun man, and some PDA couple,
who was sitting a row in front,
the girl was wearing some bottoms that resemble
a bunny costume puffy legs.
LASTLY, the worst thing was that,
during the journey, they were fking playing scissors, paper, stone =,=lll!

Renee love to do this, and laugh to herself :D WHEEE!

haha, and I have to apologized for being late for 1h 15 mins for the discussion this morning.
LOL! I ended up not discussing anything?! hahaha.

and I seriously dread puffy puffy feeling in my heart after reading Shojo comics.
To think that I was stupid enough to be excited over
a perfect life the characters portrayed,
which was impossible in reality.
To HELL WITH the feeling of envy.

AND I WILL NEVER EVEN OVERSEE RENOVATIONS AGAIN!

smiles,alee.

wheee, feel so carefree today,
like I can finally take a breather after intensive studying.
but seriously, the ccta paper was crap,
Gordon Lim really had all of us fooled,
ended up all the shit we learnt did not come out.
MMB was okay, just very sad I did not practise time mapping the night before.
DANG IT! Time mapping question is screwed :)
argh enough of my dried school life,
it puts everyone to sleep literally.
BTW! L4D game SWEE! :)

today thoughts:
is it so hard to forget somebody and get rid of that awkwardness?
even if somebody kinda hurt your feelings?
maybe when it comes, I may have some second thoughts.
P.S: I hope you will feel better soon kay :) There are many fishes left at sea :)
Since he dun cherish you, not worth keeping those sadness inside anymore :)

<3 alee.

LEMME LET OUT SOME ANGER HERE!

CCTA SUCK!
OR SHOULD I SAY?!
GLPY U SUCK!
why didn't u give us proper instructions to study wat?!
Then how the F do you expect us to study?
Study everything?
SIAO AR! WIKI HOW TO MEMORISE ALL OF THAT?!
notes also fking not complete!
ARGH! !@$@$#%$^^%&^(!!

i had a nice chat with renee ytd at amk hub, love it to bits :)
anytime u need me, just gimme a call kay :D haha.
LOVE TATUss :D haha


SCREAMS,alee.

whee, everything is going back to normal already.

LOL, captainball today was chui,
qualifying rounds tio champion team,
their passing super imbarred man! haha.
saw INNOVA BOY haha, so tall and cute :D LOL!
opps, just an eye candy! :D
Did have some fun playing after qualifying round,
the match with our peeps :D
damn fun!
Although we did not expect to lose until so jialat,
but ended up we did have fun right guys ;D haha.
thanks for that thrilling game! :D
and until now, I still dunno who threw those shot to me to break the egg haha.
but who cares! :D

and I am SOOO GOING TO FLUNKK MY ESPANOLLL! :)

,alee.


wheeee :)

SAY HELLO TO HELL,
the hell of wikis.
I HATE THIS PAGE OF MEL,
I seriously never feel so much hatred for a webpage.
SERIOUSLY!
AND I SPECIALLY HATE THE WORD,
SCRUTINIZE.
SCREW IT TO THE MAX!


,alee


should i feel happy or sad over that?

Sentosa was the joke/best/dunk/siao/wet shiokness man :D
enjoy every sec spent with u all! :D
yo amor 2m02! :)

school been a drag too,
think since the first day of school,
I haven absorb any information yet,
but the projects are piling up already.
SO DEADDD!

I think to start to prioritize my stuff already.

,alee

I trust my guts, please please let it be true. My guts is always right.

HOLA,
me llamos alee.
Me gusto :)


I swear I have no drive to do things for my own.
and I am becoming cupid,
every one around me are rounding up as couples haha.
SO FUNNY,
so if u want a partner come look for ALEE,
cuz she will pass love arrows to u,
for u to find love,

please call 1800-ALEE-LOVE or email me at alee_is_cupid@hotmail.com
HAHAHA,
I getting to be more soshi-like haha.

haha, ok got school at 9am tmr,
GOT TO GO SCHOOL EARLY TMR
to shock everyone.

,alee.

Went restaurant city crazy today.
ended up bargaining for ingredients in the library computer lab,
which was freaking hilarious.
because Rong Yue had many accts for him to access
and trade whenever he wants,
which is freaking shiok!

School was okay also,
but quite boring because of the LT77 4 hours lectures,
which is freaking TIRING,
LT77 is like becoming BMS year 2.1 classroom already.
And what is so surprising of me wearing a skirt,
I seriously feel like whacking those who tease me
ARGH, GO AWAY LAH!!

The sun been good today also,
let rain clouds took over,
which I freaking adore.
HAHA.

Swine flu still bad
and spreading.
Maybe instead of us wanting to convert Iirfan to be non-muslim,
Irfan should do the honor of converting us to muslims. HAHA.

whatever it is,
I am still toning,
I am going to be disciplined already.

,alee.

School been good and exciting since I din attend the longest day of the week.

Fruitflies.

Spanish

Then mouse. ( sorry for killing you after torturing you, it is for good cause.)

at least I found something to work for.

hais, going to reach school early tomorrow or Gordan Lim will KP.

,alee.

today was a nice day to be utterly productive,
I am proud to shout out that I am 3/4 done through OC :)
chew on THAT! :D

mugging with people like ah cai, jannah and ricky
= utter logarithm LOL.
crap, I still haven execute my revenge on RICKY!
SHIT YOU LAH! YOU BETTER WATCH OUT dude.
Cause your arm gonna hurt so bad with my palm prints on it :)
but video-taking is still fun without me in it :)
lol, Jannah still the cutest,
and Ah CAI IS FOREVER AH CAI, i gonna call you that for life. :)

okay here comes the fb tag again, this time is from
ah wang and his dear sally HAHA.

ok i copy the thingee over and answer in different colours so here goes..
Leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you. It's actually pretty fun to see the responses.

You may follow this format :)

1. The memories?
2. When and how did we meet?
3. Describe me in one word.
4. What was your first impression?
5. Do you still think that way about me now?
6. What reminds you of me?
7. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

ANG SALLY, my response to yours :)
1. All of the time we spend together with the 2 Js and the ccas we tried out, as well as those time at kusu and lifeguard trgs PRICELESS :)
2. LOL angry because i skip this question IN SCHOOL :) the tallest, din talk on the first day hor lol, but still good frens after that MAH :P!
3. CHIOBU <-- one word right? lol
4. CHIO BU and VERY TALL, perfect combination :) lol, didn't think you will be the studying sort, you look sporty :)
5. OF COURSE, sally forever CHIO BU, chio bu and smart wah perfect, no wonder so many ^.^ :D lol.
6. of course whenever people shout SONY ERICSSON. lol, Both of us will respond together haha. And whenever two Js and I wanna go out and GIRL TALK, ;D
6. You very scary on the first kusu trip, especially at night, that time still dunno you well, then very quiet, I very scared to talk to you leh :( lol.

ADVONT CHUA, my response to you:
1. LOL, msn chats are funn, wah can chat, nice person to jisiao haha! You are a great big brother dude! :D
2. LOL, on msn? (you seriously scare me when ur convo POPPED out) and then training you dao me cuz you dunno I am Alison HAHA.
3. FUNNEH.
4. You sibei funny lah, wa lau... HAHA, then nice to jisiao on msn, but face-to-face quite serious liao HAHA, your face tells me SERIOUS. LOL.
5. DUH, still as funneh as ever, but also a good listener and consultant, thanks ar ;D BROS FOR LIFE YO!
6. LOL, when I think of Sally I think of you HAHA, serious, cause' she bring you out from within, she tells us happy things about your relationship dude :)
7. DUDE CHERISH SALLY, SHE IS MY BABE ALSO HOR. and put in more faith in her kay. She seriously treat this relationship like her everything ;)

doing this can be pretty time consuming but freaking funn :)
,alee.