It will never be the same again.

Drifting apart, this phrase had occur into my life many times and after much pondering and (thanks to sugene), I decided to have the courage to spill everything out. I am unhappy yes, about the things that happened recently (nth to do with school, school was PERFECT).
What are FRIENDS? Are they there to support you when you not well in any part? Or are they there for acknowledgment? I dun, the more I think of it, the more confused I become.
And I dun give a freaking damn anymore. I dun see the reason why even if we are not in the same environment, we can't do things together. U've changed, I have changed, BUT SO WHAT? We are friends rmb? F-R-I-E-N-D-S. damn spelling this word makes me so tired.
I am slowly forgotten.
F**K this world, but thank God for giving me other friends that I can lean on when I am down.
I want to thank N,J,S,SM,V,B. I <33 u all :)
-alibaba. :S:S:S:S

Hopping! LALALA!

OMG! haha, i been like hopping through ppl's blog for the past 2 hours and watching those xiaxue's guide to life videos, haha, they are really hilarious, sometimes i really think she is really straightforward in whatever she says, but sometimes she is really a little devil but all in all, i read/watch her blog/videos for my own entertainment. HAHA! Really funny, u all should make time to read/watch or something if u really have nth to do! HAHA!

While waiting for those videos to load, i hopped around blogs and read a little, well i realised everyone have their own life now, and it is sometimes quite interesting to read about their life, WELL this is what made everyone had blog right? TO BRAG ABOUT THEIR LIVES and stuff, but i keep my blog for the sake of letting myself read after i have a head of white hair. HAHA, and thinking back of those hilarious/painful past of mine haha! COOL RIGHT, thats why teenagers blog nowadays and about everything, maybe i should just make a new privy blog but i very scared got third party reading it, very scary man. haha,
NEVER EVER TRUST THE INTERNET FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
-:S ALISON THE COW :DD

LSCT training!

WOOTS! went back for lsct trg today, and had a blast!
Once again I was late for meetings,
well i cannot escape this bad bad habit of mine. HAHA! :D
Reached at 9.45am and went running around the campus!
It was pretty shiok cause it has been a while since i last ran and i think i had became really lousy.
The last part was really shitty, had to sprint to the end,
I was sprinting with Jannah and Julianty, at first i ran fast,
then after i act cool and sprint, my stomach muscles started to twist and had a FREAKING STITCH! Dammit it was really painful and slow my speed then Jannah and Julianty overtake me. HAHA! But it was really fun :D
Had made new friends today once again!
After the run, we were all split into groups,
and I made new friends :D HAPPY!
We got our group name : KIT KAT!
haha, lsct never fail to lose the camping spirit.
We had to come up with cheers etc etc.
But really glad to be in my group lah :D FUN PPL! :D
We have station games and stuff,
Feeling icky stuff, Wet games ( we spoilt the SGL's canvas mat :X ), the blindfolded maze thingy.
haha, fun this games :D
Then the last game for the day was the game which we girls had to partner up with a guy and use part of a body part to hold on to spherical items such as balloons , and not dropping it. haha, then go through a obstacle ( benches and irritating SGLs ) and get the items into the pail at the end haha, super fun lor! And the part of the body we used were : Waist, forehead, shoulders, stomach. haha, so difficult can! especially for the forehead part, we were all so afraid we will accidentally ki** haha! SUPER FUNNY! T.T
got a pair from other group, while doing the forehead stunt, do until so enthu until the foreheads were in a awkward position : The guy forehead on top, the girl forehead below haha! Damn funny, imagine the thingy drop off, wah confirm GOOD SHOW! LOL! i am sadist :X
Well, I never regret going LSCT trg :D FUN MAN!
-ALISON THEE COW :DD

HAHA! :D

1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2.Press forward for each question.
3.Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. no cheating
4.With your answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.



How are you feeling today?
落叶归根- Wang Lee Hom
LOL! How accurate, I stayed at home and never left the neighbourhood whole day.

Will you get far in life?
The Carpal Tunnel Of Love- Fall Out Boys
OMG, this is scary, i need to LOVE TO GET ON IN LIFE? SCARY.

How do your friends see you?
Sha Hu Hai - Jay Chou
They LOVE ME :D


Will you get married?
杀破狼- some chinese singer.
I am going to kill myself for getting married HAHA!

What is your best friend's theme song?
Heigh-ho- Dwarf from Snow white the movie
OMG! She loves to go heigh HO?!

What is the story of your life?
A Japanese song about love?
WHY MUST LOVE SONG STARTS PLAYING NOW?

What was high school like?
Gimme More- Britney Spears
Erotic or Gimme more? LOL!

How can you get ahead in life?
Strangers like me- Phil Collins
I need to get ahead in life through strangers? Well quite true :)

What's the best thing about your friends?
The Time of Your Life- Randy Newman
MY FRIENDS ARE THE TIME OF MY LIFE :D

What's in store for this weekend?
These Walls- Teddy Geiger
OMG there is an obstacle for me to face during the weekends. WELL QUITE TRUE.

Describe your grandparents.
Angels or Devils - Dishwalla
OMG, They are Angels/ Devils? What grandparents do i have?

How's your life going?
We Ride- Rihanna
Yeah i am riding, and ready to face the world!

What song will they play at your funeral?
A Day Late- Anberlin
WTH? I am late for what before I die?

How does the world see you?
I believe- Hayden Panettiere
The world believes in me! :D

Will you have a happy life?
A very happy and youthful jap song suddenly plays and I dunno the title!
YEAH I AM HAPPY AND YOUTHFUL, right on the spot :D


Do people secretly lust after you?
The Takeover, The Break is Over- Fall Out Boys
LOL! The people lusting after me are taking over! HAHAHA!

How can you make yourself happy?
The Guardian Angel- the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Where is my guardian angel dammit? in my mind? HAHA!

What should you do with your life?
Too Little Too Late- JOJO
LOL! I better stop that bad habit on being late all the time. LOL!

Will you ever have children?
The Best Of Both Worlds- Hannah Montana
WAH! I going to have talented children like Hannah Montana, and I going to hide their talents :)

What song would you strip to?
Hakuna Matata- Timon and Pumbaa of Disney Channel
OMG, I am going to strip and dance Hawaiian dance for this :D

What does your mum think of you?
One Litre Of Tears Theme Song
Why must she cry for me? OMG! I better behave myself! SHIT!

What song would be played at your wedding?
On My Way- Phil Collins
OMG, I am on my way. I am definitely not getting married.

:)) funny quiz there :D

30 hour Famine camp :)

SCANDALOUS :D

The whole of B11 tribe :D

Our B11 icon :D

The Actual Icon without flash :D

everybody: "WAH FOOD! BREAKING FAST ROCKS!"

Pictures are updated first now as always :D
Famine camp was quite fun :D
leaving out those stupid part of lazing around the sports hall
which makes me so regret of forgetting to bring poker cards to camp haha.
:)

14 june 2008:
We met in the morning 11am because i late :X AGAIN!
Well it is a BAD BAD BAD habit! DAMMIT!
i went to the ICA to collect my passport with my family,
my mum forgot to bring my IC and my brother's birth cert along.
then there was a slight delay!
haha but glad they did not angry with me :D
Then we head off to the campsite.
Wah the camp was full of JC ppl! SO MANY CANS!
We are like the only group of ngee ann ppl there!
But it was ok lah, even better actually hehe.
We collected our shirts, which are like really cute and nice. Black and white.
We changed into our black shirts and head off to eat chicken rice,
wah we were all stocking up on carbs to survive the 30 hours famine and we ate like we never ate before.
We shared half a chicken and eat 1 and half bowl of rice each, SHIOK AR?! haha.
Opening ceremony was freaking boring. Benjamin slept throughout i think.
With all the speeches wah! sian, but the videos were really touching.
haha then they commence the game! :D
the game was pretty boring if u stayed at the sports hall and do the basic tasks,
but the marketplace was pretty fun :D
we were supposed to develop our country,
haha, the first part, all of us were really confused.
then we messed up, haha, they didn't update our basic task level,
the most poor thing was samuel, he had to use the small spatula to coop water and transport to his cup. haha, so hard work!
LOL! next comes the stupid intervention, climatic changes.
And thanks to that all of our developing factors fall back one level super pissed!
haha, all our hard work gone to waste!
After that, we chiong chiong, then got intervention AGAIN!
but this time not really so affective.
The setback was : If our healthcare is level 2 and below, The youngest girl in the group will have HIV/AIDS then she will not be involved in the economics opportunities portion. HAHA then Jannah TIO! haha damn funny! She wore the HIV+ tag around :D
Then we chiong again! HAHA in the end our result was:
Healthcare= level 4
Education= level 3
Water= level 3
Economics opportunities= level 3
Food= level 3 ( this is the part where i played those games in the marketplace, super fun :D )
The game was quite meaningful, it taught how those suffering little children felt when we are in the verge of poverty and destruction, really very poor things i tell ya.
Quite happy with the results and our reward is?
BATHING! :D:D the best camp bathing facilities EVER!
Got heater somemore :D:D:D
haha happy!
We slacked around and we chatted until 12 before we slept.

15 june 2008 :
the funniest day of the camp haha.
Had sunday worship in the morning,
talk about spirituality quite inspiring :D
then we head off to tampines to collect newspaper.
HAHA when we alighted from the bus,
we went toilet and jannah took 20 minutes to poo haha!
we collect newspaper and clothes from the residents and was very fast in our job
because of our superb strategy :D
Damn proud of our achievements kays!
Everyone put in a lot of effort!
haha, we even kapo some magazines go home to read! LOL!
I took back two Cleos,
Sally took back some Chinese magazines
and the boys took back Men's health and cars magazines haha.
We tried to read the opposite sex magazine and it was pretty cool, haha
the guys became horny abit when they read our magazine LOL!
Well Cleos are quite open when it published haha.
After our CIP thingy we went back to slack,
JL and i played psp there when the others slept throughout until 6pm
that part was the worst part of camp cuz we did nth but slack
i never liked slacking camps haha.
Then Benjamin told me about Outward Bound camps
WAH SIBEI NICE CANS! got expeditions for the whole day kind,
and the best part is the strenuous parts :D
MY FAV :D:D
And we kapo 100 plus back! because it is free and we paid $ for the camp we decided to kapo :D
sally : 10 bottles *champion* :D:D:D
ben: 7 bottles
me: 6 bottles
6.30 reached and we gathered at the concert hall for closing ceremony.
We had a concert and
By definition performed until super COOL!
The NTU dancers performed until SUPER SHIOK!
and the Duo whom are the ambassadors of the camp sang super WELL!
CLAPS **
But sadly we did not have the energy to party.
Jannah's face was super PALE!
FINALLY! we could break fast!
I WAS FREAKING EXCITED CANS! I SCREAM LIKE SIAO WHEN WE LEFT THE CONCERT HALL! haha.
We ate one packet of mixed rice but not enough.
Julianty, jannah, JL , Tian Xiang (our tribe leader) had our second round at Jap village restaurant and ate 99 cents sushi :D Super nice lor, the sashimi!
and i had a DREAM! When i am rich i am so gg to eat sashimi every single day, IT IS AN ADDICTION! :D
After everything, i went home FULL AND SATISFIED :D
happy girl!
hehe :D
-ALISON THEE COW :DD
I dun understand why they dun understand. :X

Nothing better to do :)

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.

2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.



Starting time: 4.15pm


Name: Alison Ong Hui Xin

Sisters: None

Brothers: 1

Shoe size: 7/8

Height: 170 cm

Where do you live: Singapore

Favourite drinks: Pomegranate tea and juice, Chocolate related drinks, Honey .

Favourite breakfast: Chwee Kueh with chee cheong fun with lots of Chilli.

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yup

Swam in the ocean: No.

Fallen asleep at school: OF COURSE!

Broken someone’s heart: Think I did before.

Fell off your chair: Yes and I usually fall off UNGLAMLY.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Waste my time, I need my beauty sleep :D

Saved e-mails: Have.

What is your room like: I have a nice bed on the top, with a study table below, a wardrobe and clothes drawers that never fits enough clothes and a bunch of posters (outdated ones) and other IT , academic and irrelevant stuff with a 10-year-old girl bedroom look.

What’s right beside you: My pencil case, a pot of dying plant, my hp, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallow, Cecelia Ahern's If You Could See Me now, my psp, my mp3 player, a card reader, Enya's classical album(my mum CD) and a piece of tissue.

What is the last thing you ate: A pack of Fishball and minced meat Bee Tai Mun with lots of chilli.

Ever had chicken pox: Yes, and it is bloody itchy i tell you.

Sore throat: Of course, if you are living in Singapore.

Stitches: Yeah, and i puke after that.

Broken nose: Never, my nose is part of my face.

Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes and i have experience it before :)

Like picnics: Yes and BIG ONES are especially loved!

Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: My SUFOC groupmates haha.

Last person who made you smile: My younger brother.

You last yelled at: My younger brother.

Today did you:Talk to someone you like: Nope did not. Currently don't have haha!

Kissed anyone: Never and kissing is disgusting to me now. I am PURE AND INNOCENT :D

Get sick: No.

Miss someone: Yes.

Eat: Of course i did!

Best feeling in the world: To feel loved. ( and i have to agree with Raihana)

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yep. Loads. They're overcrowding my bed.(Well, Raihana is in the same league as me in the bed part.)

What’s under your bed: My EXTREMELY messy study table :D

Who do you really hate: One person.

What time is it now?: 4.52pm

Random:Is there a person who is on your mind now: Not really. I am concentrating on the quiz.

Do you have any siblings: LIKE DUH!

Do you want children: Having second thoughts.

Do you smile often: I smile all the time.

Do you like your hand-writing: Sometimes.

Are your toe nails painted: Yes, blue and white :)

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My Mum and Dad bed, it is really comfy and spacious and i want to keep it all to myself.

What color shirt are you wearing now: Red, with Garfield and Odie prints because I am wearing pyjamas.

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: I was watching a concert during 30 hour famine camp but i was REALLY dying of hunger.

I can’t wait till: My birthday :), The ultimate longest holiday of my life, I can go JAPAN!

When did you cry last: Last week.

Are you a friendly person: YES and i am proud of it!

Do you have any pets: No. But i love to have one :D

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: He is in my mind, the perfect prince charming that I have created in my head.

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: YEAH! He is always beside me, irritating me every 1 hour interval, he is none other than my "lovely" brother.

Do you sleep with the TV on?: Nope, mum don't like it.

What are you doing right now?: Chatting with Nisa the chio bu and doing this quiz out of boredom.

Have you ever crawled through a window?: I think I did.

Can you handle the truth?: Sometimes.

Are you too forgiving?: I am think i am.

Are you closer to your mother or father?: Mother. Definitely.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: My Dad.

How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: Counting God, my family and my friends, i guess more than 10.

Do you eat healthy? : Sometimes, when i am dieting.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yes.

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: My best friend.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Extremely LOUD.

Are you confident?: I think i am most of the time.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

1. Eating like nobody's business
2. Going to school afraid of a flying scissors.
3. I excelled in Chinese. 99/100 never forget that score!
4. Watching ultraman with my younger brother.
5. Watching those kids in the playground from afar full of envy.

5 things on my to-do list today (tomorrow since the day' ending):

1. Sleep.
2. Watch TV.
3. Eat at Grandma house.
4. Finish reading 'Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows'.
5. Update blog on 30 hours famine camp.

5 snacks I enjoy:

1. chocolate, chocolate and more chocolate.
2. cookies.
3. strawberries dipped in vinegar.
4. Non-coconut kuehs with SINSIN garlic chilli.
5. Fruitty Sweets.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. I will migrate to Japan and stayed there for the rest of my life.
2. Eat sashimi every single day.
3. Own a chocolate factory.
4. Get all of my favourite stuff that i cannot got my hands on.
5. Get myself a huge mansion and get my family to live with me.

5 of my bad habits:
1. Late at meetings.
2. Being random.
3. Sleep until late morning.
4. Staying up very late.
5. Procrastinating.

5 places I have lived in:
1. Hougang.
2. Ang Mo Kio.
3. Singapore.
In my mind:
4. I a nice cottage in a middle of nowhere with my love.
5. In the States.

5 jobs I’ve had:
1. Candy cum plum seller.
2. Sleeper.
3. Math teacher.
4. Eater.
5. Dreamer.

END: 5.12pm
Thanks miss raihana :))
-ALISON THEE COW :D

...

NO MOOD and dun ask me why.
gg famine camp. from 14 june - 15 june.

Holidays baby! :)

OK! It the holidaes and i can't wait to blog about my holidaes and my complaints!
Frk it! Frk it! I knew everything will be frking shitty up to this extend.
I have a MAJOR PROBLEM, if i say I MEANT MAJOR!
I have a frking habit of procrastinating and horrible time management.
I thought i could hide it all, but i can't,
i thought i could just left it as it is and dun do anything about it.
Well, guess wat, Nothing ever worked,
I totally need to schedule, but why can't everything fall into place nicely for me?
WHY ALL THE FRKING THINGS CLASH TOGETHER?
is this a lesson? Or is this a frking reminder?
I dunno, i am too frking confused to understand it.

Frankly to say, GROWING UP SUCKS BIG TIME!
when you were younger, you always have big dreams of growing up,
but now when it are growing at such a fast pace that you started to regret.
I need a life of my own, I want to live my life on my own.
And fate just enjoy playing tricks on me.
I yearn for this, i yearn for that,
but what do i get in return after doing all of that?
Always the same thing, Nothing, it is like i wasting my time doing of that.
Screw that talk about being free, I feel like i am chain up in a cage everyday, and the cage is shrinking everyday.
Responsibility also another burden on the mind.
ARGH. With family, with friends, I have everything.
But I have no TIME dammit.
Too much for me to handle. I want to give up sometimes.
But i know i have to take up this responsibilities myself.
End of the bragging.
:)
This week holidays were pretty fun.
I went out with the usual peeps from school and we had fun shopping and stuff.
Wow, i really love the taste of the chocolate cream frappeccino. It was frking heavenly i tell ya.
And come down that i am a frking spendrift and i am not afraid to SCREAM TO THE WHOLE WORLD! I AM FRKING SPENDRIFT! I totally have no sense of budgeting, and please SOMEBODY SAVE ME!
Yes i want to save, I REALLY REALLY WANT TO!
But everything that is in my wishlist frking needs $$$$$$.
ARGH, and mum and dad have all that big talk about the $$$$ issue, and sometimes i am quite sick of it, but no choice I have to gulp it all down and try to change this FRKING habit of mine.
So sadly, i spent the rest of my first week of holidaes rotting at home, and trying my best to save but guess what? Holidays i dun have any allowance.
CRAP! And now? Chalet is coming and i dun even noe whether thee parents allow me to go or not. I am bound to spend the amount of money, so i am really resisting the decision of having fun or saving money. And the thing about staying over at the chalet, it isn't a good idea BECAUSE IT IS DURING SCHOOLING period. SEE WHAT I MEAN ABOUT FATE LOVES TO PLAY TRICKS IN MY LIFE? ARGH,
i need time to think.
One day when i grow older and have a head of white hair,
I will read this entries and reflect upon my life.
Is it worth it? Or not?
I seriously need to think.
-karasu.
Dramas that must be watched! :
Hanazakari no kimitachi.
Proposal daisakusen.

Microbiology OK LAH :)

OK! Finally microbiology is over and it was one of the easily handled tests.
HENG AR, but still a bit pissed that i LEARN SO MUCH and
onli [ ] this much come out, but it was also a relief :))
I met Jannah and Sally this afternoon before the test and we revise
like we never revise before, and I thought that the revise method was really REALLY effective for MOI and Sally :))
Jannah also learnt alot but I think she was fully prepared for the test for really long liao! haha,
because whatever questions she pop give us, she like know the answers. PROASS man she!
haha, anyways anyways to pinpoint my mistakes in the test, sadly, if i dun pinpoint I think I will not be able to forget about it.
#1= AHH! I spelt TEICHOIC into TEINOIC! no wonder when i saw the word i was really uncomfortable but i could not remember what was the correct spelling then. AWW MAN!

#2= AHH! the Gram +ve cell wall consist of the cytoplasmic cell membrane and i FREAKING did not draw T.T I happily draw the cell wall only and happily answer the part B.

#3= Guess what?! PART B also wrong haha, after much discussion, the PROASSES, says that CELL WALL PROTECTS THE CELL FROM PHYSICAL STRESS and i wrote " provide structural support and shape to the cell " OMG there goes my 5-6 marks of that stupid question CANS :((

But all in all the rest was okay :))
i dun care liao, i passed i am pleased :))
NO LAH actually i yearn for good results, well that is the COW's hunger :DD
HAHA i hope tmr's physio would be okay :))
cuz kinda got confidence over that, and i must really thank miss shaundra for her guidance on MEL and the consultation. :))
-:S ali-baba :DD still crazy TOMA IKUTA :))
and stupid nisa have to go around stealing ppl's love :(

PAWNS! :))

HAHA! Today was maths common test, and
it was 一块蛋糕 like what mr joel how said.
I think i totally pawns (well, don't believe my words)
GREAT, now is left with microbiology and physiology,
and yes those modules are a hassle, A HASSLE,
SCREW MBIO MAN!
WELL U NEED TO SEE THE MASSIVE INFO I NEED TO MEMORISE! CRAPS!
it totally eats my brain cells :((
anyways anyways. i found my love
HOW HOT IS HE! N he is all mine >=)
GAHA! and jannah says he is not good-looking no taste leh she :((
OK, now is time for brain cells - killing session for MOI :D
-:S ali-ba-ba

CRAPS!

IT is 12.03 am in the morning and i haven't clear my ipc doubts.
GRR! i hate common tests!
I NEED TIME.
time is my enemy, it always like to ruin my life :(
and 9 hours later my paper gg to start SCREWED MAN!
IPC start so early for wat?! GRR.
I prayed for more motivation.
PLEASE BLESS ME GOD :(
-:S