Today was a rather emo day.
The whole afternoon was spent thinking alot/too much.
But I must really thank those who really cheer me up,
you all really made my day! :)

Recovered my own self,
then got crazy in dip plus lecture. LOL!
we created chinese names for nisa hammie and raihana! haha
Nisa: 开如你杀，开如弟 :D
Hammie: 哈密山 :D
Raihana: 癞蛤蟆HAHA!
we were laughing our ass off lah, until Dr Koh PEKCHEK! haha.
we did have fun! :)

instructor meeting as usual drag very long,
but this time I felt the meeting was rather good,
nobody digressed, which was a good thing,
and we settled everything pretty fast today! haha.
it was a great meeting! :)

After that went to eat with Renee, Cai cai and Jannah haha!
LOL, went hunting for my cross necklace and got it in the end! haha.
SO FREAKING HAPPY LAH! :)
and we did had a great talk right! :)
I love all of you! :)

lastly,
I will end off this post with this hilarious thing flashing on my facebook profile as ADs. haha.


=) ,alee

The more I see this world,
the more the world gets uglier.

The more I get to know the truth,
the more the truth hurts.

The more curious I get,
the more curiosity kills me.

The more I grow up,
the more growth within scares me.

The more I care,
the more I become careless.

The more I listen,
the more I become deaf.



I just need to breathe and sort my head out,
too many things are happening at the same time,
and too many people to start caring about.
Life really gets hard,
yet we have to believe that things will slowly turn better.

Or should I say I HOPE?

But I have to THANK GOD for my parents,
they been there for the whole family throughout.
I am so glad to have them.
THANK YOU SO MUCH LORD!

SHOUTS!,alee.

a glimpse of you can somehow brighten my worst day at school where tests and projects are just overwhelming me. but at the same time, that glimpse pierces like a reality needle. you know your chances and that alone is like your own personal thunderstorm.

,alee

wow whee, today was a nice day,

slept in and skipped imm lecture,

haha, I hope I dun get the warning letter so soon.

imm presentation was okay,

but Dr Chai was fking GL.

and he kept digressing about the life of a teacher.

Did I even say I wanted to be a teacher? haha.

My deductions:

Think he has some bad past construals that causes him to behave in such a way.

Gym was also good!

Ran 4km straight.

I love achieving things that are way beyond what I expected haha.

Went to eat MACS straight after.

LOL think I just gain back watever calories I have burnt. haha.

but whatever... HAHA

there is always other days to workout! :D

Then jannah and I went for another round of GL-ing shop assistants for my project. haha.

she was uber pro man haha.

She attacked two C&K shop assistants at once hahaha.

expert man! haha.

After my project is done, I will post it up, those videos :D

Had a great talk too.

Kept thinking about ARGH. LOL.

Finally got to see the real side of somebody too. haha.

Well, time will reveal everything.

We just have to continue to be ourselves? :D

Came home and receive more bad news.

Uncle been diagnosed with 3rd stage nose cancer,

spread to the throat already.

I really dunno how to help him.

Except trying to find cures online for him and hoping he will get well.

He has my aunt and Jolin to take care of,

he needs to be strong.

ARGH, as usual,

troubles likes to come in chains.

,alee.

sometimes it is so hard to open my mouth,

where has all that LION COURAGE went to?

Deep into my soul?

I guess it did. And I hope it will never come back.

WHEE HAHA,

never been able to blog,

so lazy to do it lately... HAHA.

since today I slept for 12 hours,

thanks to "YES I AM REPENTING" Ana haha,

we have fun time going around orchard right? HAHA.

SHIOK MAN! :D disturbing shop assistants rocks!

see those DL faces on those shop assistants was priceless!

I LOVE SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY! HAHA.

OHH OHH

HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE TO BENEDICT AND I! :D haha.

I must thank GLs for the surprise much much earlier! 18 donuts and relightable candles T.T

I must thank my family for the surprise violin showoff! *sadly I was so dazzled I din take photo* :(

I must thank AIRHEADS for the surprise downstairs my housey. * sorry I was latee :P*

I must thank CLASSMATES for the surprise at my PIZZA HUT haha. *the song really shocked me* haha!

<3 , alee

life is not too bad right?

Weekends were rather boring,
did nothing except unpacking things from cartons and moving of house.
Moving house was a great experience,
but I swore I will never experience this again anytime soon,
cuz it is freaking mafan!
But went to watch Ice Age 3 on friday night.

It wasn't bad, but maybe to the extent it was a cartoon that entertain small kids,
I find it a bit boring and not exciting at all,
but I still give it an 3/5,
because the storyline and the characters drawn was damn cute!
esp Peaches and the 3 little dinos Sid looked after...
haha, but whatever, Ice Age 3 isn't the things for me. Humph.

Then I watched The curious case of Benjamin Button just now.
It was quite awesome! But the front part was quite dry...
The second and third disc was very nice,
the love protrayed was so sad yet sweet.
And Brad Pitt was freaking hawt in the show!
Especially when he was young! WAHH so young and HAWT!
WHEETS!
So i give it an awesome 4/5!
the missing point goes to the dry part.

looking forward to the trip to school tmr, I bet it is gg to get grusome with that 3 jams.

,alee

HAPPY BURFDAE JULIANTY! :D

Hope u like our little surprise at ur class,

saw ur touched face,

happy you were touched! :)

dun dread ur burfdae anymore kay! :D

<3,alee

argh i hate moving! :( so many rubbish to throw so little time!!

HAPPY BURFDAE JOEL HOW! :D

hope you like our little surprise and card! :D

sorry for stealing your phone! haha, it was for good purposes! :D

wheeee!

<3,alee!

I hate the feeling of over-sensitivity.

It always over power my feelings and take over.

Sometimes people take it as joke,

I took it so seriously.

Sometimes people meant it well,

I mistook it as I putting them in troubles.

I feel so bad,

everytime, I feel that I always never do enough.

Never do enough for everyone.

How I wished I could create clones of myself.

Then this things wun happened anymore.

fake smiles.

argh,alee.

Today was an eventful day.

Went town for _______. :D

ended up late again.

haha. sorry! :(!

then went off early to sell tix at victoria concert hall for NP strings and concert band.

It was fucking messy.

There were people who claim to have reserve tickets,

but I did not have their names on the list.

And there was this idiotic woman,

who obviously came for the wrong concert,

DEMANDED for her tix, and ended up asking,

"Is this place victoria threatre?"

AND I WAS LIKE,

"THIS IS VICTORIA CONCERT HALL, not theratre =,="

grr, and she ask me what concert is this organized by who,

I felt like an interrogation lah.

That bitch...

Had a nice talk with Renee,

about Faith.

Really learnt alot of things I dun noe about my own religion.

And I guess I can't hide anymore God.

I need to tell her the truth.

ARGH.

haha, she come see my blog alrdy, then I tell her.

:)

,alee.

an academic week has passed already,

and I did not have the time to blink my eyes,

but to clear my vision of what is really ahead of me. haha!

my favourite days were wednesday and thursday!

Wednesday was lsct training.

As usual, we had PT and games.

Games were really chaotic.

GLs were so high and wild,

that I couldn't control and confused whether I should do something about it.

Now I know why being gamemaster really suck.

Getting the attention of the GLs wasn't easy,

but Morgan said it is expected since it is just the first few trainings.

De-brief was utter confusion.

and there were even some misunderstandings.

I hope it will be cleared soon.

Thursday was IS class,

enjoyed it so much,

learnt so much.

Schemas, Social influence, Social conguitnity, Self Fulfilling prophecy,

every one of this social psychology concepts have somewhat spoken to

me,

in terms of how I behave and how people behave in my life.

It was really cool,

maybe after this sub term,

I maybe able to understand how people behave

and accept their behaviour, improving my r/s with them! :D

humph, maybe I gonna try another ambition.

But I have to give it a second thought,

since it does not seems practical.

LOL!

This weeks record: 3 days late :D

,alee.

wild wild wet was damn shiok :)

although the park was rather small,

we did had fun,

spent about 10 dollars for the ticket,

played almost the whole day..

Joel almost lost his specs at the wave pool.

but luckily we retrieved it,

but the lifeguards were very inefficient in helping us! >=(

there was also a filipino woman

who DARE to walk around WWW with her white bra,

and the worst thing was that, it was TRANSPARENT LOOKING!

argh, it was a free show for everyone.

she was not pretty, there was another puking factor..