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ON MAINTENENCE :))

Up those hills and now to go down

THIS BENNY BURFDAE BOY CUM THE ZILIAN KING
THE ULTIMATE DOUGIE PYONTER FAN cum my ipc talking partner, miss rihanna opps! RAIHANA :D
I ROCK AT BOWLING ;) watch me goooo ;D
THERE THEY ARE :DD the mugging geeks of my class :D
WAVE WAVE :S
MY FREAKING RETARDED FACE!
THE GIRLS :D
This week to me has been very eventful.
stayed over at grandma house so that my mum could take care of her, well, mum and us are inseparable.
i been totally retarded the whole week, not really mugging all the time but acting like a retard.
I act as if i nvr stayed over at grandma house b4 =,=
Moreover it was elearn week, but i go school almost everyday except yesterday.
And elearn is about to be over.
SCREW THE TIME FOR GOING SO FAST WHEN I AM TOTALLY CHILLIN!
ok this week have 4 birthday peeps :))
they are NISA AND BENNY the ultimate 1M03 cutest scandal :))
and MARCUS AND KOK PING :))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE :))
*blow those candles*
they are my most cherished friends ;)
and deepest deepest condolences to my best buddy marisa's dad.
He had passed away peacefully on Tue.
And i prayed that he will rest in heaven forever and look over marisa and her family :')
I also prayed that marisa and her mum as well as her older brother can continue to live life as it is and moved on in their life. Continue to be strong and motivated. ;')
Like i said 2oo8 is a screwed year :'(
we celebrated Nisa and Benny's birthday on wednesday ;) and it was damn fun at marina square. we bowled and we camwhore :DD
Everyone had fun :) so glad :DD
but some of them didn't come, so sad :((
but its ok! :D
Then i skipped LSCT first meeting and went for marisa's dad wake.
Meisiew, marisa and i hugged and marisa could not hold her emotions anymore and she wept.
But i am sure it is better to pour out her feelings :)
Everyone was there. Our 4e1 classmates. Marisa's clique. Everyone was there to support her, even her MI friends were there, even though i could nvr forget that they rejected my offer to lead them to the wake GRR!
We chatted about random stuff and meisiew brought cash along and everyone was kinda shocked.
LOL! haha, I cannot blame them...
And i went home with junjie and we talked about the past and other random stuff.
Actually it is nice to talk to him and my other guy friends about things that i cannot talk about to my girlfriends. It is really different, the opinions are different and you can really learn lotss!
I hope marisa is okay and she can get over watever is needed to get over.
I noe it is really difficult but i hope she can cuz everyone is there for her if she needs them and i am grateful for having such a large group of supportive friends :))

I went up those hills,
there were nice sloppy and straight paths,
but there were also rough snowy and extreme steep slopes.
But i have climb all of that,
now it is time to go down :)
And i am EVEREADY!
yes i am :) are you?
-ALISON THEE COW :'(

Everything just has to fall apart.

I was kinda busy with all the work from school this days,
then many things happened,
grandma was hospitalized and her conditions had shocked everyone in my family.
my close friend's dad is in critical conditions.
my cousin's grandpa just died and i just came back from the wake just now.
school been a drag with the projects and my lagging tutorials and exercises.
my ex-gyss sec 2 music teacher just passed away.
2008 is a bad year.
Is God trying to tell me a message?
Or Satan trying to discourage me?
sian, trying to suppress the anguish and sadness i am feeling right now.
Being a people person, I had many lesson learnt from interacting with my friends who has problems, and sometimes i want to share their pain and sadness, but sadly I am not in the condition to. This makes me really pissed!
Sometimes i feel alone, but cannot find anyone.
GRR! HOW SCREWED CAN THIS TEENAGE LIFE BE?!
so this is known as teenage pressure that meisiew was feeling last year,
i can feel it pal!
okok coming to the point.


Grandma is ok, she is recovering fast thanks to the constant care of my family members.
I am really glad and honored to have as a family though we aren't so close like shadows.


I am really glad that my friend is so positive about her situation and she has a SUPERMOM to support one another, i hope she can be positive as much as she can, and i have to thank God for answering my prayers for continuing to support :D and for giving her such supportive mum. How i wish i could share her burden :'( it is such a heavy burden to have ur parent suffering in a hospital.


Yes, i was back from han lin's grandpa's wake. It was quite dramatic just now because my dad quarrelled with a group of one guy and his sister or watever and it was his fault lor, my dad apologise but he just had to give the stupid atitude problem face. So everyone quarrelled, the guy just wouldn't let it rest, so i also got a bit of angry and that guy is really unreasonable lor, he even threaten to take my dad's license plate down and report to authorities crazy dude =,= i feel like mincing him! haha.

Then there was school, with the CATS projects given only 2 weeks to complete and 5 brains to think, i hope we can finish in time since i sacrifice my elearn week time to DO THE PROJECT! :(
and my maths still lagging :)

Lastly, I want to pay my last respect to my sec2 music teacher MS JOREEN TAY XIN YU. She died of leukemia just recently and she was a really respectful teacher!

A strong and brave gal, whom always showered her love and cares to her surrounding friends and families.

A filial gal who loves her family deeply & a devoted person who loves her boyfriend truly.
A cheerful gal who never reveal her sorrow and pain to upset others, and a gal who never give up easily in life.
She had everything in her life but she had to give it all up, i felt so emotional when i found out this news. And i known her as a great teacher who has a great future ahead of her. It is really a sad story, she has many dreams that she wished to achieve but didn't get the chance. It is really sad, so i am inspired to achieve whatever i can when i am still alive and kicking, i may never noe when i will eventually lose the will to live.

Deepest Condolences to :MISS JOREEN TAY, the teacher i will remember always. MAY SHE REST IN HEAVEN FOREVER AND EVER.
-ALISON THEE COW :SS

New Phone :)

I GOT A NEW PHONE AND FORGOT TO UPDATE :)Samsung F330 Live music edition :D ok lah, was kinda rushy when i bought the phone, but was pleased that i bought it :)
THANK YOU MUMMY :DD
-Alison THEE COW :D

2008 bad year.

2008 is the year where meisiew's bad luck all got transfer to huixin.
And yes, 2008 is a bad and sickly year for me, ME!
been really lazy and busy and sickly to update blog.
Grandma been warded to Mt Alvernia Hospital,
she had sudden symptoms of yellowish skin and blood in her urine.
Just had an operation to remove 3 tumors between her stomach and pancreas,
2 small ( discovered during the operation ) 1 big ( discovered through ultrasound but suspected to be cancerous [CHOY!] )
Now we are going to the hospital everyday to keep her company.
Everyone was kinda shocked when the doctor told them about grandma's conditions.
Din expected to be so serious. I wasnt there, but heard from my mum, 2 uncles became emotional.
My Dad was like shocked to hear from the doctor describing every detail of the operation to them and even showing them a video! LOL! So disappointed i wasn't there, i want to see the details!
Now everyone is planning how to take care of grandma after her discharge, cause, before the incident, she took care of taking care of the children and the housework at 1st uncle's house, which he never done any housework before in his life. Now they have to think about hiring a maid to take care of the things until her full recovery. :( MAN! SO MESSY NOW~
No more homemade dinners at her house for a long period of time :( sian I really gg to miss her cooking lah, last time i always complain sian sian sian, now learnt to regret how much effort she had put in to prepare dinner for us. I guess God had plans to teach our whole family a lesson and i am grateful for that! :) THANK YOU LORD!

My first math test was screwed up! I got 19/30 for it and my classmates are all elites! MAN i think i gonna get stuck at BMS for second year :( no more BLT for me :( because of my stupid math :( Hope i can buck up! I dun care man! I GONNA ACE THE OTHER TESTS UPSIDE DOWN! :) JIAYOUS! STAY POSITIVE FOREVER!

ok, to cheer myself up i gonna post some photos one renette bbq last sat :)
NICE RIGHT :)
WE ARE SWIMMING (this cause my red eye the week after)
I WAN TO BE AS TALL AND STRONG AS NIGEL CHAN!
GUYS :Dhaha xueyi is a cute blow kisses gurl :D
The gurls :D