i going to update wednesday stuff today because the past few nights,
mum and bro have been playing around with the internet router at night,
when i on they off, they din want me to use the internet last at night,
but I refuse to go to sleep, esp at night!
I LOVE NIGHT MSN CHATTING, so alive!
I just love chatting with people on msn because it is so FUNN :)
all those crapping and gossiping is so shiok! :D
the only part of the day I enjoyed the most,
in front of the computer and surprisingly I dun feel weary at all :(

SCHOOL HAS BEEN A DRAGGG!
everyday is the same,
morning: wake up late, drag myself to school, reach school between the range of 15-30 minutes late. REALLY DAMN SIAN LEHH!
afternoon : usual, gg to lunch also need to make choices!
evening : busy with so many events ( maybe I should start to stop being so chiong for cca liao but which one to give upp? )
night : my eyes fixed on the screen till I cannot take it anymore then turn in for the night.
This is practically everyday's routine.
I freaking MISS LAST SEM'S time table :(
should I start to sit down and plan my time properly?

Wednesday was a very eventful day, and happy day :D
the most irritating part of the day was the fire evacuation drill,
we had never been trained on how to evacuate the lsct building before,
and we were all practically not bothering about the fact that the fire alarm went off,
everybody was still strolling around as it was break time.
THENNNN...
there comes a MAD SCIENTIST AKA CHEE KO PEK!

he was blowing his whistles here and there,
chasing the students to the carpark,
as everyone was not taking the practice seriously, he was like whistling like crazy
chasing everyone out to the carpark PROFUSELY!
so irritating I tell u BUAY TAHAN AR! >=(

and that day was very happy because of a nice coincidence and greeting :)
made me excited the whole day :)

Recently I been so indecisive for myself, why did I become so fickle-minded? It is either bread or butter! Hais, thats why I said, rumours are back for a gurl's heart to take.

and i have to congratulate meisiew for doing well for biology :)
and huiling finishing her emaths paper.

Tag replies :)
SHI YUN: HI SHI YUN! :D U ARE LINKED, so link me too k :D
FANNY: ALEE IS HAPPY EVERYDAY :)
ASYRAFF: I TOTALLY AGREE!
HH; *wink wink* back :D u are dead, we are playing murderer :)

FAVOURITE RAH RAH OF THE DAY (thursday):
WEILING: "wah alison first time see you wear until so feminine!"

HAPPY BELATED DEEPAVALI INDIAN FRIENDS! :D
my mood this morning = :D:D:D in cloud 100!
hahaha because of special reasons AGAIN :D

okok! Yesterday went to Kusu island and cineleisure :D
my mum mistaken yesterday have wedding dinner then end up leaving kusu island early :X
HAHA!
then went to meet AIRHEADS since got nth on in the evening :) cuz if i go back kusu island I would be a L****B**** :D
And I really had lots of fun chatting with SALLY yesterday! I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET THIS CHAT ;)

SO went to meet up with them and we catch HSM3 :D
hahaha! SO NICE! :D I wun mind watching the second-third time cuz it is FREAKING NICE :D!
I love all the songs! :D
esp the last song and the night to remember! THEE BEST LOR! :D

YUPP :D
and I gg to watch it with the 2Js and S too :D
AGAIN :D
NICE K! I RATE IT 4.5/5 stars cuz some parts made me a bit sleepy :X
haha!
CHEERS

I try not to hold too much hope on it :) but it was really eggciting today :)

LALA time for tag replies :
zoeboe: YEAH I must learn to be happy everyday from now on again up till the day she is finally gone, I must still be happy, cuz if she sees me from above someday, she will aso be happy to see me happy! I must learn to be strong :)
asyraff: SURE THING :D
fanny: THANKS AR =,= HAHA! of course lah fanny leh HOW CAN DUN LINK?!
candy: I think so :)

LIKE I SAID YESTERDAY MSN HAS GITCHES! and here are the screenshots!
NISA BETRAYED HERSELF :X
hahahaha! :D
SO FUNN :D ok time to reply all the tags by the AIRHEADS,
requested by them =,=
ok for some reasons the oldest tag i got was 26 July 2008
I think it is because I changed my blogskin then cbox reset itself :X sorry ar!
OK starting from 26 July 2008.
26 July 2008/ NISA : chillex wat?!
2 Aug 2008/ NISA: its ok, and plus i forgot its wat photos liao HAHA! :X
2 Aug 2008/ HH: I LOVE SOME SAUNA, but not in the lift can, sibei paiseh leh! like exihibition animals! Sauna is good for fat people like me :)
5 Aug 2008/ NISA: YEAH the teacher is chio bu ar, DAMN i miss my boss my hero! :(
6 Aug 2008/ HH: HI HH! :D HHHHHHHHHH AH HIANG~~
14 Aug 2008/ HH: yeah, I seem so childish in it :D SO CUTE CAN the secondary one ALISON! :D
16 Aug 2008/ HH: OF COURSE U LOVE MAH! CUZ I LOVE U, NISA AND RAIHANA, I DIN FORGOT LOR!
18 Aug 2008/ROONEY: paiseh my english sucks big time :) B3 only leh, wat do u expect!
19 Aug 2008/ ROONEY: the dog is cute but r u cute? :D
26 Aug 2008/ HH: my fav day is always rest day, lazing around like a COW :D
26 Aug 2008/ BEN: yeah, i LOVE B-REST DAY ;)
26 Aug 2008/JOJO: YEAH BREST DAY ROCKS :D
26 Aug 2008/NISA: must spell correctly ar, ALI dun like wrong english, eggcited = excited PLEASE.
16 Sep 2008/JOJO: linked LONGGG TIME AGO! :D
29 Sep 2008/ BEN: REALLY CANNOT FORGET AR, yeah i hate being food poisoned :(
29 Sep 2008/ HH: i see u everyday in school now :D
okay the rest i replied le, so u all better come my blog and tag OFTEN AR :D
to replay back the above replies HAHAHA! :D
SEE I SO GOOOODDD :D

it is time to make my stand, no more, i am sick of worrying over stupid things, its over...
damn sometimes I really want to change gender, it is so much greener over there. :(
but i wun :) CHILL AR I WUN :D

will you ever notice me DAMMIT!

GOT SOME GOSSIPS TO GOSSIP ABOUT ON MONDAY WOOHOO!
damn i love gossiping haha, guess it is gurl's nature :D
and i love observing ppl.
AIRHEADS ;)
Today morning was damn funny LAH! hahaha
Because MSN had gitches and airheads was chatting as usual, and
Nisa was freaking funny in the convo :D
because I think I was not in the convo and she kept saying redundant stuff that makes ppl laugh like siao :D hahaha some quotes to show -adapted from Ben.

First case..

Joel was offline..

But he's still talking in the mass con?!?

And he's not appearing offline!

He was restarting his com!

Second case..

Alison was already inside the conversation..

Joel, HH and I can see her typing inside..
Nisa couldn't!

And she was screaming:

"ALI IS ONLINE..

ADD ALI IN!

SOMEONE PLEASE ADD ALISON IN!"..

It's like so funny when we all can see but not her..
And the four of us are talking to each other!

While she's there asking if we can see her words and asking alison to be added in..

Like some retard eh..?

Nisa.. Be glad I didn't screenshot the image and upload here eh..?
Haha..

Third case..

We were discussing about monday's movie..

And apparently..

The replies given immediately after the questions asked don't seem to link at all..

It was only till 5 minutes later where the replies came out?

Something like lagging replies..=(

And SKYPE SO KEWL! :D
haha we conference voice call just now FREE OF CHARGE LAH!
SO COOL :D hahaha
shown here is the chat windows :D
:D so fun cans :D
i will reply ur stupid tags today afternoon lah hh and nisa =,=
after i am recharged in the afternoon :D

SCHOOL been fun lately. :)
hanging out with friends,
mugging together,
zuo bo together,
gossiping together,
talk cock together...
Wah really feel very shiok leh,
the only time I feel like a human being.
currently at the booth now doing nothing,
and the best thing is that I get to have cca points :)
SO HAPPY!
year 1 must chiong cca points :D

Yesterday was considered the happiest day of the week :)
because of some special reasons :) and the booth was packed ytd, even more happy :)
can mingle with the others :D
I think I gg to pronounce wednesday the happiest day of alison's week.
HAHA :D
Yesterday was the only day when I didn't get to put on the happy mask of mine

it was true happiness. SHIOKNESS :D

TAGS to reply :D
wangstar: YO 8-D hahaha, yeah i trying hard to enbrace the pain. THANKS AR korkor ;) for jisiaoing me when I was upset :D THANKS AR ;)
passerby: Only once in a million years I would see a passer-by passing by my blog and consoling me, THANKS :D maybe next time u passed by, leave a name so that I will noe :)
marisa: YESH, i will stay as strong as i can, U TOO k, we will support each other together, if u are strong I will be too k :D
zoeboe: I LOVE ZOEBOE :D she rock my ass off :D seeing u in school brightens up my day :D I see u today I happy whole day le :D see the effect!
HH: *hugs* back happily :) LOVE HH :D LOVE AIRHEADS :)

Been on ups and downs this few days because of the stupid doctor,
keep telling us lies and truths until I cannot differentiate anymore.
But it has been finalized that my grandma only have months to live,
if she is not under stress, she will have a year to live.
And why can't the doctor just tell me straight to point the other time that pancreatic cancer was not curable?
I rather he told me that then telling me where has he cut during the operation and all those useless things. ( ok.. maybe not that useless )
Everyone in the family ( including her ) has taken it as it is,
I think I am the only one who is getting all worked up for nth,
and to think that cell bio teacher told us that 2 in 3 people will have the chance to get cancer in their lives, and I pretty much will be facing a whole stretch of tortures in the near future.
I will tell myself this is nothing, the worst have not come.
The only thing I can do now is just to make her as happy as comfortable as she can to prolong the period.
And I am glad she could think so positive of this, guess my tears are not wasted after all :)

I am pretty much managed to embrace the pain. And learn the true meaning of being consoled, thanks those who have been there to show concern :) love u all. And marisa, yeah now it is the true time that I finally get to experience the pain u had the other time ;)

Verse:

When you say goodbye,

It cuts me like a knife.

When we were together,

You promised me forever.

Chorus:

Skies fade from blue to grey.

I'm tearing in the rain.

There's nothing you can say.

To save me.

Don't bother about me.

You can leave as you wish.

Teardrops fall down my cheeks.

Onto the ground.

kinda feel like the song right now, maybe now is the time I can finally get to sing this song with feelings and passion.
I gg to start praying as much as I can right now. And I have to apologize to God that I only search for Him when I am vulnerable.

Sometimes I feel like I am appreciated,
with those smiles and cheers.
Sometimes I feel like a weed,
redundant and needed to be get rid of.
Sometimes I feel like a coward,
running away from things that I dun like.
Sometimes I feel like a little being,
forgotten and in despair.

why am I born like that?
why do I feel like that?
I want to get rid of the paranoid being within,
but why can't I do that so easily.
Screw those emotions,
making me so emo for nothing,
making me so cheery for something.

Sometimes I dun wan to be myself anymore,
I just want to be out of the cage that is keeping me within,
out of these physical being,
to be free of everything and anything that it is racing towards me full speed.

ARGH.

First two days of school = lots of crap.

1st: I hate the long 2 hours lecture period and apparently i am alrdy suffocating in biostats class HELP! Cher make us squeeze together cans, so hot and not enough oxygen.

2nd: OC prac is really very annoying, Mr Eddie Ong enjoys walking around the room looking at us but not communicating and when the glassware was broken or we made too much noise, he will ASBS = act stern buay stern, then after being "strict" he would walk away laughing to himself I was like O,O and I dun care whether he knows about my blog, apparently he announced to us during his first lectures that he enjoys reading/invading student's blog, well if one of my tags has anonymous, I think I would have a rough idea who is that criticizing this particular post :))

3rd: INFO TECH for life science= B-O-R-I-N-G!
Although there was my laptop but listening to his flat-toned voice, u can spent the nxt 2 hours either playing games/half awake :) and I heard from the previous sem ppl he was a tyrant. ZOMG.

Lastly: This is a GOOD thing, and THANK GOD for the great lecturer for our cell biology prac and THANK GOD cell biology has the highest credits for the sem, PHEW! I pray hard the lectures wun be as boring as usual then everything will be fine :)

7 weeks 4 days to go to dec holidays CHEERS ;D

yeah, everything bad like to pick the bad timing to happen LIKE SERIOUSLY! Think I am going to emo today, want to know why, just ask me.

Think I will make a effort to reply tags :)

ROONEY: REVIVED ALRDY LUHS
huiling: Not everything maybe for the partee itself, thanks for hosting such wonderous partee :) YEAH i saw him and i noe u very happy ;)
msiew:ZOMG I almost puked looking at that, THANKS AR, my friend also very disguested by it. :) and she is very bu yao lian, I bet those pictures are photoshopped, who found the friendster u or him? O,O he go friendster and found this kind of porno ar HAHA!

I think I am being ignored.
For once I felt that whatever I did was never compensated.
Please bless us with good news.

HAPPY BURFDAE HUILING! NICE PARTEE! :D
The FUN people who went :D and YES! we gave her panties for her burfdae, the lacey one when she is horny, the normal one when she is normal :D
LOL! :D can see? :D
WII :D the most strenuous game console EVER! :D
QD and JL playing and as u can see JL was doing taichi style.
THE GURLS :D

SHE showcasing her panties collection :D

The only boys we noe at the partee :D


:))
DINNER BUFFET STYLE
SO EXCITED TO EAT :D

:)))
STERN >=(
LOL! AGAIN! so nice right :D our lsct dance also have :D

GLs rehearsals were quite enjoyable, been gg for them recently and I must say I have enjoyed them.
I was a WAITRESS/DANCER/CALEFARE! :D

So fun ehh, thanks the company of Jannah, Julz and Kathy :D
and the others who have made it possible! JIAYOUS FOR TMR FULL DRESS REHEARSAL IN FRONT OF THE TEACHERS AGAIN :D

WE WILL DO OUR BEST! GLs GOOO! :D
THATS ALL FOLKS :D

NIGHT OUT WITH THE AIRHEAD™ :)
din go sentosa with them, so went to eat dinner and shop at vivocity for a while and we played in toys r us :D and i found out someone was a jerk recently hais! Now the time for photos!







THATS ALL FOLKS :D
AIRHEADS™ ROCKS!
LOVE YOU ALL :D

KUSU ISLAND

Frankly I thought badly of kusu island, thinking it will be like Pulau Ubin, dirty and like a fishing kampung, but I was shocked to find out it was as clean as Sentosa, actually it is part of sentosa :D
Pretty fun weekend, and got to know my CCA mates better :) Now i have the pictures take over :D

I was the crowd counter, better than station outside in the hot sun :)

Lifeguards stationed at the jetty to help thos in need especially the elderly

There was a huge crowd always coming and departing the island, making us quite busy sometimes

After a hard day of work, we took a stroll along the island

Apparently we thought picking crab at the beach/swamp was more fun, saw a swimming worm there OMG!Lifeguard work all day no pay :(

The tortoise pond in the island, actually the island is pretty small
A little loner tortoise
The beach in the evening
People also came here just to fish
Dun forget the nature here, nature was at its best!
WISHING WELL, but u have to aim a coin at the bell to get ur wish granted.
The island view from the temple
Very CLEAN, ALIALI LIKES!
The only place where Sally and I bought expensive yet discounted snacks
Kusu Island AKA Tortoise Island
VERY GREEN TOO!
The temple where many faithful taoist came to pray
Sally also happily snapping photos
I was really mesmerized by the scenery here!
Kusu island was part of Sentosa :)
There is a blur city view!
And dun forget the tan lines, here is Sally legs with the cross tan there COOL!
The map of Kusu island and it is very small island, i can walk from one end to the other in 10 min!
THATS ALL FOLKS :D