I SWEAR I NEVER HEARD/SEEN THAT! eventful week was FINALLY OVER! and I promise I wun immerse myself any further than this anymore, my heart cannot take it man. Neither can my mood swings. I have to start to get used to it. >=( Escarparate was shiok :) the lecturers love it to bits :D our act rocks :D big credits to all the people who were there to make it happen! :D thanks thanks :D and there was AGM! :D rocks to the socks too! all thanks to incoming committee efforts! JIAYOU! :) lifeguards will go far ~~ will continue on the next post :D about JOLIN BURFDAE! HAPPY BURFDAE JOLIN! you are finally 7! :D lots of love from Hui Xin Jie Jie :D
DRAINED!DRAINED! DRAINED! I have never been so busy and having so many events in one SCHOOL TERM! Today was the most F up day EVER! the whole escarparate is so disorganised! they never plan properly lor! bunch of morons! Today: we have to leave infotech early! ( although I want to BADLY!, but I need to listen and learn, to benefit the upcoming shitty project networking project we need to do ) escarparate ends before 4? Before the IS modules BRIEFING? LIKE WTF?! how can we perform to a good amount of audience. MORONS! IDIOTS! Yesterday ( just now ) during rehearsal: the annoying thing, there was a band of morons, who play play and dily daly during the rehearsal, makes us rehearse so late, and dammit we started at 9.30 lor! !@#$%$%^! assholes! and there were many conflicts and disputes! then procrastinate to the last minutes! AIYOOOO! buay tahan leh!
I dunno how tomorrow will work out. LOL! Later like shit then GG LOR :D GG I TELL U! damn i am so tired! RAWRRR! :( LILING JIAYOU! I want to sleep le! but i will wait for the sake of our A grade for cell biology!
you made me HAPPY TODAY ~~ Favourite RAH RAH OF THE DAY: Narrator: a pervert visited the shop, looking at all the female dolls and fantasizing over each and every one until his eyes fell upon THE DOLL. *with that cheeky mood LOL!*
Tag replies: Asyraff: YEAH THE BEST! Aiya when u are tired, whatever position you sleep also nice de ;D
today was a good day! slept for a greedy 12 hours! WOOHOO! HOW COOL ASS WAS THAT MAN! but really very tired last night mans! my back was aching, and my 4 limbs are aching. dammit..! and there are still things left undone. well, I going to do this... THE TOP TEN THINGS TO DO WHEN YOU PROCRASTINATE: 1. sleep with my butt facing the ceiling! 2. start spamming people's tagboard for some absurd reasons. 3. blog-hopping and kaypohing people businesses. 4.watch tv. 5.wrestle my brother. 6.pack my room LOL! 7. sms people for some absurd reason. 8. play video games till my pants drop. 9. go youtubing/ reading manga/ read twilight. 10. PLAN HONG KONG TRIP SHITS WOOHOO! yeah, so kiapahh! ;) no lah, thats absurd, thats my 3 weeks holidays to-do list LOL! common tests are coming up, and I am practically shouting at my brother every 10 min, asking him not to enter my room to disturb. Should buy new do not disturb signs. 2 big events coming up! Escarparate and AGM! WAHH! and I am part of them. Crap, going to be an eventful and busyy week! GOOOO! how i wish wednesday would come faster! that would the day where all the projects will be done! MWAHAHAHA! :D
Thank God for that 12 hour of fruitful dreams :) and giving me such an eventful sem :) but I prayed for more concentration and motivation to mug more! hehe :) AMEN!
sheesh its over!
FAVOURITE RAHRAH OF THE DAY: me: I WAN TO GET THOSE THREE TOPS AND WHITE SHORTS. mum: looking at that big hole she just made in her wallet LOL!
Today was the most argh day ever! i wasted the whole day waiting at school for the dance rehearsal, with all my baggage ( clothes, laptop, chargers and all my stupid thingee that make your bag really heavy ) then in the end when we reached the old childcare centre, they told us we could not stay over! which is like WTF! I bring so many barang barang, then end up cannot stay over?! how shitty lahs! end up dancing until 10pm then dun wish to go home, dun wish to continue to sitting 74 back and forth back forth, sibei sian de leh! so we decided to go "east coast park" to sleepover. haha no lahs! we went to weiman's house to sleepover, her house is so cool lahs, her mum too! her house is like every blacklish and sleek colour, sibei modern style lah! and so simple and not messy at all, not like my junkyard room! :D hahaha. so anybody who wans to sleepover, please feel free to go her house! cool house and good services, and good resources :D hahaha! yeah, tmr we need to go school at 8.30am lahs WTH! how torturing is this?! Στάση πρόβλημα people should just Έχουμε μια ζωή.
you made me happy today :)
"FAVOURITE" RAH RAH OF THE DAY: bingxin: Sorry i have some bad news! We cannot stay over today.
YOOOHAAA! been days since I last blogged, been hibernating though it was a school week, well, this led me to a flunk to my bstats quiz! 11/25, mannn! no wonder after the quiz, the screen says "connection has timed out! " even MEL gave me a warning! WTH right?! I flunk it, and rubbing it in was chan sii pan yan announcing to the class what was the lousiest score which was obviously mine! dammit! I NEED TO BUCK UP! NEW GOAL: BSTATS: B thanks to this quiz I have practically no chance to get an A for bstats! damn I have to set new goal to meet my new expectations of myself! ADD OIL! JIAYOU! :)
Woah! went blog hopping just now and saw siokping blog, my link was my FULL NAME! never seen my FULL NAME in another blog for many months or years alrdy! ONG HUI XIN! LOL to me it sounds really vulgar, irony it sounds like a princess-y name to my dad! hahaha! dammit! I really hate my name! I WANT TO CHANGE MY NAME! or maybe just my surname to some cool surname like a japanese one! :) example : Yamaguchi HAHAHA! sounds wrong to me! aiyo still waiting for the photos to upload themselves before i can showcase meiting's burfdae! :) hahaha! damn my eyes are getting tired every single days, it is time to make decisions to give up on some stuff soon, need to work things out! cannot work myself too much, i will start to degrade myself than other people. INCREASING TENSION! INCREASING AMOUNT OF WHITE HAIR! HELLPPPP! :( fcuk stress! :( 29 more days to extreme enjoyment! WOOHOO!
며 기다리다 지친 당신
FAVOURITE RAHRAH OF THE DAY: me: *writing profusely on the note to make up my friendship with sally* 1. I dun wan to lose you as a friend :( 2. Can I bravely ask for your forgiveness? :( omg I cannot believe I said such mushy things to her *goosebump* HAHAHA! but I know I really meant that! ACCOMPLISHMENT BAYBEH! :)
joeytio: aiyo dun need to write from sp luhs! u put joey i also u are joey, the one and only! :) WE WILL FREAK TGT! :))
A promise to blog about today, tomorrow afternoon. TOO TIRED ALREADY! must say sorry to MEITING and a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER :)) showcase of photos tmr! be patient k, be patient :) and today was ipood day :) Today also met Alwin, Marisa, Meisiew and Toke, had a nice chat and prata hehe :) damn Toke haven changed one bit! :P still as horny and irritating as ever. tata, dreamtime.
MONDAY BLUESSS! I can never escape the blueesss! think I am going to kana the warning letter soon. PS warning letters are issued when your attendance is in danger of lower than 80% with my lateness and lousy time management skill, I am going to be debarred! HAHA! and I had cramps today, freaking hellish! Makes you want to shit and nauseous at the same time. and breathe hard hard. damn this is the only time of the month I felt so strongly about changing gender! WHY?WHY?WHY? must Eve the bloody apple and cause this misery! :((
friends are always cherished! :D 你的身影那么近， 我却抱不到
FAVOURITE RAHRAH OF THE DAY! me: *to myself* I WANT TO CHANGE SEX DAMMIT! F$%K CRAMPS!
tag replies: HH: the flower petals looks cute on you :D and have to invert to prevent u from being BOTAK! HAHAHA! asyraff: LETS SEOUL ASAP! I need some proteins! ROONEY: updated lahhss! yrgav: take liao :) Raihana: HH wun do unless you kill her. fannyy: I have to agree, I maybe have to travel abroad to find LOL! Korean men are much appreciated! LOL! I haven finish bstats wish me luck, lucky bstat tut on thursday or else I am a dead woman. And today have bad cramps cannot go lol!
Elearning week is over :( how saddening is this! Later school start at 1pm how kewl! For once I thanks Eddie Ong :) Elearning week was basically spent taking care of poor, frail grandma. Seeing her in this conditions saddens me, leaving me in countless mood swings and laziness, not caring about anything. Have to apologize for being so irritating sometimes, or feeling so down all of the sudden and not talking, there was a reason. Din really do much work during the week, so ended up procrastinating at the last minute AGAIN! man i starting to get pissed with my lousy time management. AND! Ι μίσους Ένα αγόρια it is freaking annoying this Ένα αγόρια! AND! I really really dun wish to αποβλήτων το χρόνο μου on that! SCREW ALL OF THAT KAY! ok lastly went out with S and 2Js on tuesday shopping, bought a shirt :) managed to take a photo with them LOL ONE PHOTO! :) Damn shitty cuz i shake, screw my lousy camwhoring skills! and went futsal with airheads on wednesday, and sorry for being late LOL! not intentional! :P have a great time though i din work out much :X drink and drink sugared drinks, instead of kicking calories away, i was gulping them up LOL! was hoping to get my tan but sadly didn't work LOL! well this was how i spent my elearning week and shit I HAVEN FINISH BSTATS TUTORIAL! wish me luck and thank God for last Sunday. have a great leap of faith :) and I <3 NICK VUJICIC! :D thanks for that great sermon EVER!
你不爱 我的爱 我明白。 no more trying to consider hard, no more.. I need to count those blessings. I despise myself, because I know I did not even try. BLOODY COWARD. No more effort to try to make things back to the old times.
Tagged by RENWEI (LOL thanks ar thanks! *sarcastic* ) (1) What is your ambition?--> Research on cancer and hopefully find a cure for it.
(2) Who is more important to you? Friend or Boyfriend?--> Definitely Friends :)
(3) How often do you think of committing suicide? --> Tried to, but thinking back, better not.
(4) Do you think you have enough confidence?--> LOL! frankly NOOO!
(5) How many babies you want?--> none, because pain pain there :(
(6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?-->I do think so :)
(7) What is your goal for this year?--> Get good grades, and try ways and means to get rid of the label " tomboy".
(8) Do you believe in eternity love? not really.
(9) What is a perfect boyfriend/girlfriend is to you? Although they ask me to list ten, I decided not LOL! 1. cannot smoke/drink. 2. have a great heart! 3. friendly and outgoing. 4. SMILE back if i smile :) even if u bad mood. 5. most importantly love me as who i am :)
(10) What feeling do you love most? --> LAUGH. and trying to appreciate emo.
(11) What are the requirements you need from your other half?--> cannot smoke/drink! BIG NO-NO!
(12) Is there anything you want to tell to the people you hate?--> actually I dun hate you, you are just annoying to me.
(13) Do you cherish every single friendship you have?--> YESH! :) like DUH!
(14) What can be done to get over some1 faster???(some1 u love? like family members and stuffs~ not some1 u hate! LOL!) this is the bloody qn i changed so u all answer bahx~ LOL! Be positive and the sun will always shine after the rain.
(15) What do you crave for the most right now? --> Kimchi.
(16) What is your favourite music genre?--> almost everything EXCEPY metal.
(17) Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words?--> Renwei! LSCT mate :) HE is damn good with Japanese and sibei zilian! LOL!
(18) What will you become in 10 years from now? -->Married with a successful career! :)!
(19) Who do you want to cosplay as? --> ehh! I want cosplay KAGOME! from inuyasha! :) cute gurl!
(20) Do you think school should be closed down and get burned down? --> FOR NOW YES!!! PLEASE DO THAT! I NO MOOD TO TAG PEOPLE! :D LOL!
THE WHOLE WEEKEND OF FOOD HEAVEN! eat, eat, eat until I totally cannot eat anymore, and the worst thing is that all the food I ate this weekend is totally making me GAIN WEIGHT! those fatty, oily, juicy, junk food! but sadly they are so DELICIOUS! :( okok! I think I going to be like julianty soon enough! Buzz Cut Teddy told me to eat fruit and drink water before I eat, so I wun overeat haha! okok this week I will heed your advice! suddenly become so nice lor WTH!
OK FLASHBACKKK! to Friday. 7 nov 2008 went to seoul garden! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLENE :):D Happy memories will last forever :) and never watch Quantam of Solace, it was so bored I slept in the cinemas, i give it 1/5 stars.
SATURDAY! went out with family again, I officially announced that Saturday is a FAMILY DAYY! :D went to eat hotpot fish soup BIG BIG STEAMBOAT THAT KIND! at Balestier Road! SUPPEERRR SHIOK! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED 4.5/5 stars! but no picture to excite ur senses :D wait long long longer than maybe will see me post again ;) then I got myself a new specs, a new nike shoes and my ORANGE FBT! woohoo! I love mummy :))
Post about sunday another time, cause it was a whole new experience :)) WOOOSHH!
time will lead me to a place that is worth the wait.
tag replies! Joanna: YEAH MAN! I miss my orange ball! *raise hands profusely* Asyraff: Lying down on the grass was PURE HEAVEN! :D and yeah obama girl quite chio, maybe obama can sack his wife and be with her :) Obama can conquer global financial crisis U CAN AR?! all talk no action *smack your ass* fannyy: Buy me spicy items and I will love fanny! :D I GUAI HOR is u think i naughty only >=( ben™: and incur bad debts :) vanessa:)) : yeah lah yeah lah u very slim lah very slim, huixin fattest or all lah :( SIOKPING: LINKEED! :D see below :D shiyun: diving into the pool is FUNN :)) u should try that more often! Raihana : U dress for me I also dun wan to see ar! HAHAHA!
Favourite RAHRAH of the two days: I left the burfdae bag on the floor outside the toilet, so that when Shirlene came out, it would be a surprise. Then... She came out, everybody was acting blurr. I was hiding behind the door. then she was not paying attention to the fact I left the present there. then the others started to tell her. "SHIRLENE LOOK THERE" pointing to the pressie direction. she look forward but saw nth. " SHIRLENE look below abit." still blur then after 10 secs " EHH?! WAH! " then she grab the pressie LOL!
FLASHBACKK! 2007 graduation ceremony. it was really boring but it was all worth it, when you know that you are going to miss the class that spent 2 years with you. Saw the video on the one that sophia made last year, i was there :) and this is it, mann.. makes my eyes tear for a while :) swt swt memories. credits : went blog hopping to sugene's and I saw the link, dun mind :D
I starting to love every lifesaving trainings, every moments, every splashes and every achievement I made, I love every single explicit details of it.
I dunno why, maybe it is just today. HAHA! Because today was the day I was so serious during training :)) ANOTHER FREAKING ACHIEVEMENT OF THE WEEK!
damn i am so tired :(
FAVOURITE RAHRAH OF THE DAY: In LT 77 during cell bio lecture at around 3.45 like that. 2 guys came in the lecture and they are not suppose to be there. 2 guys: EHH?! Shit come wrong class *LOL* everyone was bothering their business while... Julianty: HAHAHAHAHA Yes it was rhythmic :) COOL EH! :D
Today is the 200th post and I have only a few things to say.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SOON WEIJIE! sorry for forgetting ( I noe I forget ) SORRY AR! Miss Taohui here been a chiongster ever since school start! But thanks for reminding by tagging my tagboard :) I dedicated the 200th post to you :) so be happy ar!
The only phrase I have got to say today is.. FATIGUE KILLS EVERY CELL IN UR BODY!
FAVOURITE RAHRAH of the day: Raihana and HH tag team: "The secretary must wear sexy sexy to satisfy the leader" O,O and i am the leader =,=
Tag replies: Weijie: TAG ME?! and purposely lemme see ur blog and remind me of ur burfdae ar. SORRY AR! VERY TIRED LATELY until I am blinded by everything that is giving me headaches! HAHA! HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE BOYY! :)) I noe u enjoyed your burfdae :)
SCHOOL IS A FREAKING BITCH! AHHH! I am suffocating in it! I need to breathe badly, guess this is what studying hard all about! Screw this! Today's lectures werent half bad, at least I din fall asleep in them :) FREAKING ACCOMPLISHMENT LAH!
During bstats lecture today, the funniest thing happened! CHAN SII PAN YAN was quoting an example about some statistics DUNNO WHAT, and she was quoting... Let say example two characteristics... Living at Bukit Batok... and Ngee Ann Poly everyone favourite shirt is BLUE (guess who did she freaking describe) the only person who was wearing blue shirt and sitting right in front of her was JOEL HOW! HAHAHA! her favourite sugar daddy :) hahaha! poor joel, be safe dude, we have a stalker on the loose, she even noe you live in Bukit Batok O,O BEST RAHRAH OF THE MONTH MAN! :D
Lifesaving training was not bad today! Had lots of fun, in the pool! dipping there, and lazing around chatting with people, OPPS! I go trg suppose to learn life saving skills, but end up going there to chat! Darryl GG TO KILL ME HEHEHE! finally I had hands on to Lifesaving 1,2,3 today! pretty funny and the theory part was really cool! the only lesson I was really attentive! and WIDE AWAKE! After trg there was a interview of joining committee of the club, I was having alot of rash thoughts that I currently regret now HAHA! I REALLY DUNNO! Very hard to satisfy and gain a win-win situation leh! WTH! Time to learn to say NO sometimes :( it never hurts. But it hurts others! WTH is wrong with me man.
Tag replies: cailing: ORI I EVERYDAY ALSO GIRL LAH! you open your eyes big big also can determine my sex lor, i dun need remind you hor! Renette: I GG THIS SUNDAY :) no worries fannyy: NO SUCH THING AS PRINCESS ALI LOR! Only got prince ALI from Aladdin ar! Ur tag very contradicting leh! Say I tomboy decided alrdy then say I princess WTH! HAHA! SIOKPING: HEYHEY! long time no seee MISS YOU LIKE CAKES! :D I miss those crazy times with joey, xinyi and you! MUCH MISSES! :) ROONEY: bstats is nonsense! :(
Should I give up or should keep on chasing pavements? Even if there is no way...
Tomorrow I will take on another role, the world of being girlish :) HOW WILL THE PEOPLE RESPOND?! can't wait for friday bball match with the oldies! OMG MY HANDS ARE ALREADY ITCHY!
Today was a great day to study. God's rest day is the best day to study! went to school and chiong some tutorial today! and get to know that bstats was such a drag! so many freaking questions and everything need to draw similar diagrams! DO UNTIL become seow ar! ARGH causes the name CHAN SII PAN YAN to be a vulgarity! siann! projects also become a pain in the ass liao! everything is just a pain in the ass in school except for the never ending interaction among friends! :)) hais! today heard something absurd from my parents HAHA! they told me when I was in my mum's womb, and the doctor did the ultrasound to determine my sex for the first trimester that time, the doctor say I was a guy! HAHA! my dad said it is because of my meddling finger near my PP area HAHA! OMG! no wonder I had boy clothes when I was young lah! WTH! only a few gurl clothes after the misunderstanding was cleared during the second scan! HAIS no wonder I was destined to be born as a tomboy! Been used to it, having names like tomboy, boy-like, half gurl half boy, acting like a boy! listen until I sian liao lah! been a bad habit mah! help me lor! Dun stand there and say me leh! I emo de leh! I pure girl ok! Just a bit boylish only wat! :( SOBS!
so upset over trivial things! HAHA! ok got to go face another week of terror and excitement! craps :(
time will tell tales and bullshit! :( still in dilemma! HELPP!
Raihana, everything will come and go, it is just how you handle them! I noe it is tough to think positively but that is the only way u can help them and help urself cheer up! Hope you can get over it soon :D I will be there to cheer u on WITH little pompom on my hands :) cuz school cannot bring big ones :)
tags replies: ben™: then i must pei yang more gan qing with your cam then :) then it will be pleased to lemme use it :) yeah! must admit ur camera good :) Matt: THANKS :) wahh din noe you are the host of the staff partee :)
FAVOURITE RAH RAHS OF THE DAY: Joel: I HATE CHAN SII PAN YAN! Benjamin: KUSU PANDI! Nisa: HAHAHA! i hate bstats dammit Shirlene: .... * in the midst of listening to mp3 player* hahaha! Me: *trying to do bstats as fast as I can :)*
David Archuleta - Crush I hung up the phone tonight Something happened for the first time deep inside It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility That you would ever feel the same way about me It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends? Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take 'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
I love this song to bits! :) depicts everything so perfectly! WOOTS! :D to be continued. xD
went out with my family today, spent some quality time esp when the whole week din go to mama house :( went to eat some good stuff today! :)MY DISH! SASHIMI AND TEMPURA nice hor! only at TOMOE JAP RESTAURANT AT THOMSON ROAD :) then went to thomson plaza and shop for stationeries FINALLY AR! i bought the full set liao! :D and went to fairprice finest and snap some photos of SCREAM changing faces, thanks to scary movie 1 which is freaking DISGUSTING! CHEERS!
FAVOURITE RAHRAH OF THE DAY: Michelle: " I WAN TO EAT IN AIRCON PLACE! EMPH!"
YESTERDAY WAS NGEE ANN 45th ANNIVERSARY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NGEE ANN! :) and HAPPY HALOWEEN :D
today went to the NP@45 party, went for NP@45 party for staff also, with GLs mates and camwhore on the field which is fake grass :) then met up with the airheads - nisa instead of parteeing, we camwhore in the partee how lame ehh :)
this is me talking on the phone with kathy and that time in that situation i came up with the idea of our presentation format, so maybe I should study in that kind of environment next time :) Due to extreme boredom, we hang outside the life area and eat chips and peanuts The ambience suit HALOWEEN STYLE :) and it was like a rock concert there, just that there are people there doing nothing except staring into space or chatting with friends. eekk! my lousy skill of camwhoring caused shirlene's face to be cut SORWIE :) ben's good skill :) and joel very far behind leh or is it his head small ? :D BOYS :) GURLS :) EMO! WITH MR JOKER :) he was freaking cool on the stage lah! :D YEAH :D NP@45 was not so bad afterall and the best thing is the CCA points ! hehe! and GOOD NEWS for those who registered! U REGISTER U GOT CCA POINT, they dun give a KAHOOT whether you got go or not! CHEERS! ;)
FAVOURITE RAH RAH OF THE DAY: me: "Josiah you and the others joined NPSU bo jio?!"
