taking in/giving out imbalance

Today school was ok and stuff and i signed up for ambassador and heard there was lots of interviews waiting for me :( I will try to do my best for them!
OH YA, today while browsing thru the internet and found a club called JAPANESE TSUBASA CLUB and i was like wow!
They have visits to JAPANESE SCHOOL leh! My life-long dream! I WAS LIKE OMG when i saw that lah! :DD
Then after school, i went to meet mary!
We chatted about random stuff and shop for clothes and stuff, eat nasi briyani :) damn cool right!
Then she told me that ARGH was coming over to meet her.
Then after shopping for a while, he called and ask her to go vivo city and meet him,
I WAS LIKE WTH?!
Then I ask her "does he always ask you to find him at a place damn far away from your house? "
Then she was like yeah, SOMETIMES (dunno real or fake) I was freaked out! I WAS SO PISSED I CALLED ARGH AND SCOLDED HIM AND THEN KAP HIS PHONE.
Please lah! Where got girls make the move to go find the guy de =,= so un-gentleman lor...
Then after that ok, he FINALLY scared liao, decided to come amk to find mary..
THEN HE MADE US WAIT FOR LIKE AN HOUR AND A HALF FOR HIM TO COME FROM HARBOURFRONT TO AMK! I WAS LIKE AGAIN WTH?! !@#$ Where got so long de =,=
Again i ask mary " DO YOU ALWAYS WAIT FOR HIM?! " Then told her some time to ponder then she says " I WAIT FOR HIM TOO SOMETIMES (again dunno whether real or fake) " THEN I WAS LIKE =,= omg, she is being taken for granted! :( i was like screw him lah!
WAT TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER?! PUII! I was damn pissed off. :(
But since i am just a spectator and a adviser but it is really up to them wat they wan in their relationship. I CANNOT BE A EXTRA BUSYBODY CUM LIGHT BULB. SO NOW I JUST VENTED MY ANGER :)
i just love blogging :)) can dissipate my anger :)
-ALISON THEE COW :)) (i dun wan my best friend to get hurt again. )
P.S. mary and ARGH are fake names **

i love snapping ppl :)

HAHA was damn bored during math tutorial today so decided to ji siao ppl :D
-ALISON THEE COW :DD

:) #1

WELCOME TO ALI'S SON RANDOM SHITZ.
TODAY ARTICLE IS DR JOSEPH KUEH,
also known as my inorganic and physical chemistry lecturer.

And yes, his surname is kueh :) The kueh which u usually eat as snack :))
His family ancestors are known to be Kueh manufacturer.
And i especially likes the rice kueh pinkish :)

okok straight to the point.
His lessons are not audible. And yes not audible.
Not soft but he has a nice accent and slang which
replace "v" into "w".
like this:
volume = normal
wolume= mr kueh.

vet= normal
wet= mr kueh

etc etc..

And he always bomblast us with terms that we never even heard before
eg. electron book-keeping ( wow and i thought poa was worst! )
stock dilution ( ok i learnt that today with all those formulas )
fifth electron orbits ard nucleus in a dumbbell pattern :D ( very interesting! )
ok this is the end of today's article :) learning to b tolerant :)
and he has MRS LOY 's teaching, and yes mrs loy =,= how interesting can chemistry be? :)
-ALISON THEE COW :D

Differences

ARGH, kinda regret to choose to come poly,
cause it has no difference from JC lor =,=
just first week of school i am already sick after the week =,=
there are freaking problems,
there are freaking stress,
there are freaking random shits.
ARGH, the world is changing.
i miss them,
i miss past,
i miss everything.
SICK of everything,
and yes i am sick.
-ALISON THEE COW D:

UPDATE again..

WAHH it has been so long since i last updated my blog and yes! I was quite stress during the period when school was about to start but now I have learn to handle it yes! hahaha :)
ok... Lets start from last saturday!

Saturday 12/4/08:
wow! It was my first NDP motivators trg! Thought it will be filled with our fcbc sisters and brothers but it was not, there was new faces and pre-believers and we were quite excited, eliz, renette, jin wen and I were late for the session and miss those ice-breakers SADLY... but not bad, din miss the briefing :D hahaha, the briefing itself alrdy brought excitement to me lor :D haha, got balloons scripting, street magic, juggling( which i totally cannot do ), and other things i cannot rmb hehe! EXCITING ISN'T IT? :D

Sunday 13/4/08:
Not exciting about today, because it happen again =,=

School :
My first day of school! :D dunno wat to say, i arrive to school on time i can say :) but in the end got to lecture late because everyone was trying to get their hands on the lecture notes and there was a mountain of people at the co-op shop :( so i meet zoe, jannah and meiting there, and after 20 min of queuing and warming, we got it and went to the lecture hall late. But we are not the only one late :) haha, maths lecture was quite boring and i was on the verge of sleeping, and the algebra were all quite complicated cuz it was the combination of a maths and e maths D: and we had IPC, and the lecturer surname was KUEH! haha damn funny lor! But he is old so, his tone is monotone, and his english wasn't that fantastic at all, sadly i have quite a number of his lesson! I dunno how am i gg to survive in class. LOL! school finish at 6pm :O but breaks were long enough to satisfy me :) I also learning microbiology and physiology classes :D Microbiology classes and physiology classes also quite interesting and the teachers are also very really friendly and nice enough to let our class get to noe each other better and i am glad for that :) Physiology classes has a African American teacher teaching me and she was really nice to haf class bonding :D
My classmates are also really nice bunch of ppl, there are jokers, there are shy ppl. But all in all, i am happy to have them as my classmates :D But i really hope to get my shy classmates to open up to us :D i need solutions! :D and there was Sports and wellness as well CATS today in school. I join netball for this semester and i met new people, CATS was also fun with a funny teacher and a guy sitting beside me laugh until damn funny! haha, nisa n i laugh like dunno wat sia! School is quite fun :D Lastly there are lots of homework! AHHH! it is never ending lor, delay one day, got more =,= so sian!

ALISON HUIXIN MUST JIAYOUS! :D

losing everything.

After a week of FOCs and catching up with my new buddies,
i sat down and think, actually it was in front of the computer.
What have i missed during the midst of trying so hard to make friends and socializing with them?

#1: GOD. I was so sinful this week that i didn't include Him in watever i do and i was feeling the pressure and stress and commitment needed to be a Christian good enough for Him. But in the current situation I don't think I can move on, I miss services, miss the time suppose to spend with cell. How do I improve my relationship with Him?
After reading Candy's blog i just had to get the song from her entry:

I WANT TO BE WHERE YOU ARE

I just want to be where You are

Dwelling daily in Your presence

I don't want to worship from afar

Draw me near to where You are

I just want to be where You are

In Your dwelling place forever

Take me to the place where You are

I just want to be with You

I want to be where You are

Dwelling in Your presence

Feasting at Your table, surrounded by Your glory

In Your presence that's where I always want to be

I just want to be, I just want to be with You

#2: Friends
After FOCs, most of my old friends, we had been drifting apart.. I can feel it and it extremely strong, everyone had our own new sets of rules, new sets of tasks and responsibilities... They say Life is bound to have losses and gains and I really don't wish to lose all these precious of mine. :(
BUCK UP.

#3: Parts of myself
What happen to the enthusiastic learner? I feel that I been wasting my holidays and my freedom is totally shrinking! I am f$%king choking and I feel that the real me is being squeezed within. Sometimes I think, I should not have tried to be so greedy and get those "Wants", they are the ones which are suppose to set my soul free and instead they are choking me within. I WANT MORE and it refuses to stop wanting more. I feel horribly CRAPPED. I really need to be myself. AGAIN.

Decisions to make...
CRAPPED UP!
-ALISON KARASU HUIXIN is feeling crapped.

addict :D

Dango Daikazoku
Vocals: Chata

Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

Yancha na yaki-dango yasashii an-dango
Sukoshi yumemigachi na tsukimi-dango
Osumashi goma-dango yotsugo kushi dango
Minna minna awasete hyakunin kazoku

Aka-chan dango wa itsumo shiawase no naka de
Toshiyori dango wa me o hosometeru

Nakayoshi dango te o tsunagi ooki na marui wa ni naru yo
Machi o tsukuri dango hoshi no ue minna de waraiau yo
Usagi mo sora de te o futte miteru dekkai o-tsuki-sama
Ureshii koto kanashii koto mo zenbu marumete

Nakayoshi dango te o tsunagi ooki na marui wa ni naru yo
Machi o tsukuri dango hoshi no ue minna de waraiau yo
Usagi mo sora de te o futte miteru dekkai o-tsuki-sama
Ureshii koto kanashii koto mo zenbu marumete

Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
Dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

translated:
Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family
Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family

The naughty fried dango, the kind red bean dango
The Mid-Autumn Festival dango that tends to dream a little
The prim sesame dango, the four dango on a skewer
Everyone, everyone comes together and it’s a family of 100s

The baby dango is always within happiness
The aged dango has its eyes narrowed

The chummy dango hold their hands together and make a big, round ring
They build a town on the dango planet and everyone laughs together
The rabbit is trying to wave in the sky; the huge moon
Is rounding up everything, happy things and sad things, too

The chummy dango hold their hands together and make a big, round ring
They build a town on the dango planet and everyone laughs together
The rabbit is trying to wave in the sky; the huge moon
Is rounding up everything, happy things and sad things, too

Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family
Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family

Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family
Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family

School library hahah

Now currently ay np library hogging the computer with zoe hahaha!
later going ps with meisiew to fix her modem kekeke!
But before that must go reach those nasty brats from school!
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO SCREW THOSE IRRESPONSIBLE PARENTS WHO THROW THEIR CHILDREN TO GRANDPANRENTS TO TAKKAIRE!
and i got involved too when grandma legs isn't functioning. :(
aww man.. so hard not to reject. Cuz u surely dun wan ur grandparents to die earlier right? =,=
some of them ever offered to pay me to bring those kids back.
PLEASE LOR! I starting school next week lor! OMG =.=
So my mum tell me to dun care at all. But that is wat weijian is doing.
Must learn from him man :D
-ALISON THEE COW :D

:D

HIBERNATION OFFICIALLY START THIS WEEK AND WILL END AT THE END OF THIS WEEK!
i have a new japanese name :D thanks to L-son :D
its : KARASU = the crow LOL! Cause i was a crow as a result from my animal quiz :))
not bad ehh :D
keke
- KARASU-CHAN Thee cow :D 2.51am

D3 outing :D

YESTERDAY WAS D3 official first outing :)
i was so late for the movie lor :(
WE WATCHED SHUTTERS :DYeah, Bernice, Zoe and i went in later abit and guess wat?! i sat next to kawa again! hahaha, my nightwalk partner hahaha kekeke! All three of us were damn scared lah, we totally scream our lungs out lor! hahaha, L-son that boop keep making me from the back, make me even more tense lor, stupid ass! :( after the whole movie i din get any thrills :(
the movie was about a newly-weds couple who go over to Japan for their job. Then they accidentally ran over a gurl when driving on the road. But this gurl is more than just a stranger :D She starts to appear in every of the couple's photos WHY?! go watch it i give it 3 thumbs up = ok lah.. need more improvements :D
After the movie we went bowling :D i din get to play cuz i had bristles all over my legs cuz i wore the wrong pair of shoes go out, in the end i went shopping with charmaine, ameera, zoe and bernice and bought myself an everlast slip-ons :D quite ok :D and it looks good :)) happy with my purchase again :D we got separated in the midst and charmaine and ameera went off and came back with starbucks chocolates :D i watch the others played bowling, and bryant was really good, he had 4 strikes and i just had to hi5 him :D it was really good lor, Val was long-ganging all the way lor. hahaha :P Then after that, they went to play pool, i din stay long and went off with Val, Zoe and Bernice to play arcade :D haha, we started to play House Of The Dead 4 but i was interuptted by my mum's calls and had to pass my "gun" to Mark handsome boy :D hahaha. After that i went off to play my guitar freaks and it was damn paiseh cuz i every beginner songs get E lor :(( haha then i went off with zoe :(( i could not go to the sentosa trip the nxt day thanks to family emergency lor :( sad. I went off to meet my family and shop randomly lor.. I wanted to enquire about when my phone bills end and they told me to call up Starhub and i found out that my bill ends at June 12 2008 :D KEKEKE it is coming soon wor :D
CAN'T WAIT :D
-ALISON THEE COW :DD

LSCT camp *written

:D back from LSCT camp :D hahah WOOTS! fun sia :D
First DAY :
I met Zoe, Charmaine, Charmaine's friend, Geraldine and Meiting at the entrance before we went in for briefing :D haha, Meiting very quiet lor :( dunno how to talk to her since she din open up but i did tried during the briefing haha :D Then we were all sort to our different courses and asked to queue up :D Then we sign our names and went in the lecture hall :D There was a long lecture and the person was bragging on and on. After that we had our campus tour :D Most of the places were familiar to me cause i had walk past them during foc :D
LSCT FOC OFFICIALLY START :D
We were all quite excited but were afraid that we were split into different groups ( which we all did HAH ) i was allocated to BUNYIP :D haha which was a swamp bug villian and i met all my BUNYIP-ians :D They were all really nice people :D my good buddies Janice and Hazlyn,injured Nicholas, gay Jeremy, ah beng Wai Yeong, chio bu Vanessa, Eugene and Running , Jannah and Fion and Hui Ying, Paula and her friends whom i forgot BLAH!and forgotten Azri hahaha yeah they the best and most entertaining group of buddies ever :D Kiap Hao and Jia Ling they cheat our feelings lor :( And guess wat? Our group thrashed the game on that very day! We were leading like crazy woots! We were damn fast lah! Eat watermelon also damn fast lor! HAHA! After getting thru the "milky way" we were damn dirty with the planta and the ketchup and the watever lah. And the worst thing is that Haz and i wanted to go to the swimming pool toilet to bathe but the uncle dun let lor :( pissed. Then we had some ice-breakers game and crazy cheering after that, we slept quite late :(

SECOND DAY :
We had station games MAN! hahaha, damn dirty lor :( And wet also, Janice escape everything lor! She went after our ice-breaking game lor :( During that period i had penty of vitamin D from the sun until my skin was totally sizzling under the sun LATERALLY! Then after all the dirty games, we had a nice bath and i saw ECE and there was Josiah hahaha! and all the other GLs at FOC :)) hahaha had a high moment b4 entering the toilet LOL! Been bathing with haz the last two days and i swore i nvr seen her naked body at all! We really rotated around back to back lor and shared the same cubicle! hahaha PRO RIGHT :D HAHA after that we had the performance night :D There was one performance put up by the male GLs, omg, they were all dress in short shorts FBT that kind and they started to dance dirty! OMG! damn kaowei! Our group did fashion show and i was one of the models :) i was paired with haz and we were the Hawaiian gurls :D hahaha, we had heroes and the sports and the bunyip parts, everyone really played the part man! HAHA! We sang a song, cheer once and finish :D man i was really high lor :D kekekeke :D wah after that REALLY DAMN TIRED! But we were all forced to do cheers until siao! The nightwalk was being prepared while we cheered! HAHA! The nightwalk quite lame! But i will never forget the time when nicholas, janice, Hong yi and i were asleep at the floor there while everyone had gone for the walk :( we were pangseh-ed :( hahaha, janice and i were sleeping like pig on the nice and cooling floor lor :( hahaha then we awake to see nobody ~~
hahaha so scary lah, but lucky still got other groups' ppl around :D Then our nightwalk start ~~ Janice saw the lift and she totally freaked out! She was damn damn reluctant to go in lor haha until the guy in the lift who is supposed to scared us came out and persuade her to go in the lift LOL! LUCKY, after we left the lift, she cling onto me, like a baby koala clinging to the mother hahaha! I was quite scared also cuz it was dark and creepy ~~ The most scariest part was the box-guy whom scared the wits out of janice lor.. I was also damn freaked out lah, he BOO out of nowhere... Damn sian! hahaha, the rest of the nightwalk was quite lame, esp the part where they wan us to count marbles and at first there were 12 then they ask us go find the non-existant hiding marble and they added it in =,= so lame lor ! HAHA! So stupid... But janice and i was counted lucky cause the scarers were all quite tired le so we din get the thrills! LOL! Then everything ended at 6am in the morning :(

Third day:
I slept like onli 5 minutes of dreamtime and was woken up by the noise and i had "FAT LEGS" drawn on my legs lor :( so sad :(:(:( hahaha, then we had some more cheering sessions before we were sent off to LT room and we had a singing session over there, and BUNYIP WON THE "THE MOST ENTERTAINING GROUP" that is like of course lor! We put up fashion show leh! thrash the rest lor! KEKEKE! BUNYIP IS THE BEST LAH! PINGPINGPINGPING~~~! hahaha, that ended everything and i had my lunch b4 i head to grandma house for a nice nap! HAHA! :D
Thanks all the caring GLs of Bunyip : Jehanne, Hong Yi, Janani, Kiap Hao, Jia Ling and MIA Shawn.
AND MY BUNYIP MEMBERS! YES! WE ARE THE BEST MAN :D
GO ! LIFE SCIENCE! (sounds weird)
-ALISON THEE COW :D

presenting mass dance 08/09 song :)

FOC! *pictures say a thousand words

huggies :( sobs sobs :( and i can nvr forgot that my first try on that delta chi keychain thingy, i had a blank one :(

This is Jazreel, the D2 GL, she very violent when we bathing HAHA! She bang the door like WOOHOO! Yeah and there are Basketball Huimiang and Chio Bu Charmaine in the picture :)

MARK :) Delta-Chi Division Head and he is handsome :)

V! The joker of D3, he has the ability to make things so funny then u can laugh ur ass off,
Dun believe?! Ask Nora :)

WE!!
Come from FOC!
Famous in NP,
Come from a very special family HEY!
Fight for glory! Fight for victory!
Fight with a spirit never seen before HEY!
FOC FOC ALL THE WAY!
We like it here ! We like it here!
We got ourselves a HOME,
a home a home a home sweet home
*11 claps
GREEK!

Delta Chi LOGO! :)

Delta-Chi as a whole :)

I LOVE THEM :) D3 BABES :)

D3 smiles :)

SMILEY :) rock on lah!

SNAP :)

BEST FRESHIE OF DELTA-CHI goes to...
GABRIEL FROM D3, Val and Travis are so proud :)

CAMP CREW ROCKS :)

D3 GLs with chio bu CHARMAINE :))

THEY ARE THE CHEEKY BOYS :))

THANKS CHIO BU CHARMAINE FOR SPONSORING PHOTOS <33
THANKS D3 FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO POST YOUR PHOTOS <33
THANKS DELTA-CHI WOO!
ROCK ON LAH!
D-E-L-T-A
DELTA IS WHAT WE ARE
L-O-S-E-R
LOSER IS WHAT THEY ARE
GAMBETE GAMBETE WOO HAH!
GAMBETE GAMBETE WOO SUAH!
GAMBETE GAMBETE AH WOO AH WOO AH WOOOOO~~
:))

-ALISON THEE COW :DD